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Moody...

2009-09-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

Damn moody this few days...i think is because due to my TP ba...I FAIL my TP...so sad...haiz..is like you look forward to it to u tot u will pass to u see the result is not wat u expected...haiz..so moody..

Damn my tester...he proposly move my left blindspot mirror away so I can't see properly when I doing my directional change and I hit the kerb while doing it...damn him...
I was so nervous the night before and did even slp well lor..and the result u got is like this...haiz..no choice is to TRY AGAIN...pray and hope I wouldn't get the same tester and this time this tester is a kind-hearted one...

Ok..now to update wat I'm doing those previous mth...

Been busy with work n driving for the last few mth...my sch have a new TA..hoorray..this is better as not like that previous..so talktive and always how unlucky is he his yr and always complain things that I don't wish to know...wat a relieve to my poor ears...lolx..

Meetup with the others almost every week...lolx...meetup for gelarie, movies etc...lolx...is like we meet more frequent after the guys ORD...hahaha...

all photos update can be view at my facebook...so that's all...will update more soon...

quote~~~*it's hard to please everyone u love in ur life...but I'm trying my best..that's wat I can do...*

郭采洁-又圆了的月亮 MV

2009-06-06T05:14:00.001+08:00

作詞：姚若龍作曲：李偉菘

他走了我的燈一直亮著
門關緊了但眼淚不會鎖
該好了可是心還是痛的
說過了幾千次算了
又想像可能會復合
我表面似乎痊癒了
某部分卻像殘廢了

又圓了的月亮照亮我僅藏的倔強
提醒我去化妝把以後活得更漂亮
又圓了的月亮說改變會帶來成長
旋轉的地球上沒有人能孤單站在一個地方

我醒了像旅行都結束了
紀念品呢誰粗心弄掉了
到哪了做什麼是否記得
相機里兩個人鬧著
讓微笑美過了夜色

沒有他以為該寂寞
但世界一樣在唱歌

又圓了的月亮照亮我僅藏的倔強
提醒我梳化妝把以後活得更漂亮
又圓了的月亮說改變會帶來成長
旋轉的地球上肯轉身總有新故事值得盼望

沒有他以為該寂寞
但世界一樣在唱歌

又圓了的月亮照亮我僅藏的倔強
提醒我梳化妝把以後活得更漂亮
又圓了的月亮說改變會帶來成長
旋轉的地球上肯轉身總有新故事值得盼望

用原諒去遺忘

Love the lyrics and tune of this song...

Update for May...

2009-05-31T17:46:00.015+08:00

Last day of May...wat a month...

It's been a fun month...although the starting of the month was realli not that gd for me...refering to the last entry...but everything was fine after that...

16 May..

Have a gathering chalet and Weiping's advance bdae celebration...
Plan this quite a long time...so tot of putting 2 of this event tgt...as Ping also planning to have a BBQ for her bdae so might as well putting it together...lolx
It's lucky that Qing and me does not have meeting that day...so we meet En and Vic early to buy some stuff for the chalet...suppose to meet them at 12.30pm..but I was 1hr late...so paiseh...hahahaha...was not feeling well that morning alrdy..

The Girls...

The bdae girl...

Poor Qing...she also kana sabo for nothing...

Hunks for ping...hahahaha..

at the beach in to see sun rise...we stay up the whole nite...

23May..

Meet up with qing, ping, en, vic, tat, cedric, chye lee and shaun..went to marina barage for the first time...the place is gd place to take photos...we took a lot of photos there...

Ping and me...

Me, Ping and Qing..

zhi lian-ing...lolx

Me and En..

The dog is so cute lor..everyone is taking photo of the dog...

Sunset...

more photos to be upload when I get them frm ping...lolx..

Hope to take beautiful sun rise photo...hmmmmm...shld try next time...lolx..

PERVERT

2009-05-05T08:40:00.001+08:00

ARRRGGGHHHHH....

Wonder why I am blogging at this timing....realli very ANGRY and ANNOYED....

I met a PERVERT at my house lift today....and he is my NEIGHBOUR'S SON....
heard rumors abt him peeping and it happen to me today...but all of them doesn't have any evidences….

He is getting on my nerve….ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH

Updates.......

2009-04-30T15:41:00.004+08:00

Updates....lolx...

Start my new job already...new environment, new people...everything is so fine now...no more stressful days and can slp better at night now...lolx...
Maybe I have just started so there is not much things yet...so wat I can do now is to learn as much as I can and hope I can do my best in my job...
Still don't noe much of the teachers in sch yet...and my HOD is always busy...so hard to catch up with her...haix...

My colleages in my new job...
Just have company's R&R on 18 April...and that was the first time I see all my colleages from the company...still don't noe them well but they will very friendly...",)

OMG...the weather is damn hot and weird too...
We realli must protect our earth...it's getting more and more hot each yr...can't stand the heat man...the moment I step out of my shower I start to sweat again...but the momentwhen it wan to rain...it will roar it thunder loudly...omg..realli weird

There is another new sickness again...almost the same as SARS...and all the taking of temperature is back again...not onli the hospital or sch...even the driving centre also start to take vistor temperature...

Hope that the sickness does not come to Singapore...pray hard...

E Le Awards..

2009-03-15T14:58:00.003+08:00

Went to E Le awards performance nite last Sat...so happy can see so many artist and of coz my fav idol..Luo Zhi Xiang...
All the performance was very gd...a bit boring as some artist we not that familiar with...
But when Luo Zhi Xiang come out...the whole audience seat place was like a large concert like that..all of us stand up and scream...Arrrr...hahahaha...so happy get to see Luo Zhi Xiang performing his new album's song live for the first time...love his dance steps and song...and also JJ Lin Jun Jie...he is so cute...and admire the way he sing...

So photo we took at the performances...

After that we went to watch movie..we watched Marley & Me...it is so touching and meaningful...love the story so much..this is the 2 time I cry in a movie that is saying abt dogs...

back in blogging again...

2009-02-28T22:49:00.001+08:00

YEAH...Back in blogging liao...haiz...it's been a long time since I last blog...is like my blog is close like that...but now I finally can update liao...

Actually a lot of things happen this few mths...look thru my blog..the last blog entry was abt my birthday...realli a lot things happen this few mth...

Now I'm offically "out of job" liao...don't worry...got a job already...but still need to wait for another interview to cfm everything...so now is like taking a break and let my mind rest first...it's like been a long time I have a break and rest my mind...finally now I can think carefully think wat my future route will be...although I'm worry and scare but I will be strong...and return to the same old "me" again..the cheerful me again...

For now...lets think back wat I have do last few mths...

Oct and Nov...
Can't realli remember liao..

Dec...Last mth of 2008...
Been working like mad...but still celebrate a few friends birthday...everything was not very peaceful and happy that mth...but I still feel gd..and will miss 2008 as it is quite a exciting and happy year for me...

Jan 2009...
Finally have a short trip with my company...we went Hong Kong...this is my 2nd time on an aeroplane...the ppl there was a bit ignoring but overall the trip was fun...we shop and shop everyday...I think this is my first time been shopping for so many days...took a lot of pic and realli have gd think with my colleauges...
then is Chinese New Year...this yr was a quick CNY for me...is like so fast it is over...maybe I'm not young anymore so doesn't have the WOW feeling for CNY anymore...or maybe missing someone in my life so CNY does not have the meaning anymore...haiz...

Feb 2009...Which tdy the last day of Feb...
Finally get my braces out...and it is on V-day somemore...so happi...it's like 3 yrs lor...OMG..can feel my teeth again...yeah!!!
After that was stress for this few weeks...maybe I just worry too much or this job have make me into a different person...make me into a more easy worry person...or see my friend having quarrels between each other...realli stress me out...I get to see a lot more than I tot...and after the finally day...I think I have change alot...now I get to see my goal more and think long...so maybe have plan for a short trip which I promise my mum for a long time... ",)

Although I noe there will be a lot of challenge for me ahead...but I have already think thru...I will face it and not hide myself...
As for my next job...I realli looking forward for it...maybe this is a gd chances that I can see my dream and goals again...

*praying hard*....

long blog entry

2008-10-12T22:16:00.001+08:00

Back in blogging again...haha..after a long time..realli busy till no time sia...haiz...

been busy with work and work...haiz..realli thinking of moving on to another state..maybe start studying again..too tired of working alrdy..start updating wat i have done this few mths..its going to be a long update..

Friends..

Meeting friend almost every weekends.. realli have fun with all my friends... they realli cheer me up my day...

Bdae..

Took a day of on my birthday... realli wan a gd rest...another words is I lazy lah.. receive a lot of SMS from all my friends... realli must thanks all my friends...love u all...

Went out with Qing, Ping, Ailing and Karene... Realli have a gd dinner and chat with them... Qing, Ping, Vic and YY.. thanks for the watch and the photo noticeboard Ping and Qing made...and also Karene and Ailing...thanks the present...

Went out with Huiping last Fri..Huiping ger..realli thanks for the dinner and present u gave me...love it alot...

Working..

My company just move from Tanjong Pagar to Dhoby Ghaut.. having meal there is realli expensive sia.. have to little bit early to take bus there.. but everything still not settle down yet..so still got to be busy for this few weeks..

hear some shocking news frm Huiping..realli thinks that life is realli short..so learn to cherish everyday and every moment you are with ur love ones...

update of May and June outing...

2008-06-13T21:34:00.001+08:00

same old line again...realli realli long time nv update my blog...

nothing happening happen this few mths...haiz...time flies nowadays...
it's going to be half a year past already...I think it's time to review my target for this year liao...OH NO...I haven't even achieve any of my target yet...I think I have to realli think over it again...lolx...

17 May...
went out with Ailing, Karene, Ping and Han...
We celebrate Han and Ping's bdae...but I went to find Qing first to take earphone...my earphone spoil liao sia...lucky Qing there got spare...she realli can be our earphone supplier liao...lolx...end up I was late for the outing...lolx...

We eat dinner at Yuki Yaki...and walk walk ard...after went to Karene's house cause she wan to take her Dad's car and send me home...lolx..she realli drive well sia..and I finally experience Ping's driving skills...hehehehe...don't worry Ping...ur driving skill is not that bad lah...lolx..

24 May...
went out with Ping, Qing, Vic and YY...
Me, Qing and Ping went to sing KTV first...realli have fun in the KTV...we jump here jump there...lolx..

We sing until 8pm like that...then we meet Vic and YY for dinner..we eat at Cystal Jade...don't have much food left sia...so some of our order kena cancel..forget abt Ping's Bdae cake...so me and Qing went ard Taka to look for cakes..don't see any nice one...so I tot of having a Ice-cream cake...not those normal one...is realli ice-cream cake...lolx...so we went to Ben&Jerry...

Ping was quite suprise abt the present...cause earlier on I saw she was wearing the present we going to give her...OMG...I was shock...but nvm lah..wat's done is done..lolx...now she got 2 watch to wear liao..lolx..
So...now is photo time...lolx...

7 June...
GSS start liao...Qing ask whether we wan to go shopping mah...so Ping ask me too...lolx...Almost not going that day..cause not feeling that good...having headache again...in the end...I went to my uncle house so might as well go out...lolx...so I meet Ping first...

But Qing last min fly us aeroplane...I think Bukit Panjang there got one new terminal liao...lolx...
Meet le Ping...saying things that happen to me last few days...haiz...and then we went shopping at Marina Square and Suntec while waiting for the Tat...bought one heels that day...

After that we went for dinner at Sushi Boshi...the food there not bad sia...after meet Vic and Shuan at Coffee Bean...We chit chat awhile...
Don't noe where to go so we just walk ard...we walked from Suntec to Bugis...

Along the way we took photo and do some photo shot effect...The guys took the most photo sia...lolx...

Feelings....

2008-04-13T23:19:00.002+08:00

hahaha...same old starting line...long time nv update liao...
haiz...just pluck my wisdom tooth on fri...still feel pain lor...don't like the feeling that there is something in ur mouth...got stitches in my lower tooth now...realli very de discomfort lor...
I also make some decision this few week...but I can't review the decision now yet...some of my friends noe it liao...I will review it in the later part ba...once I get everything settle...

Almost went out this few weekends...have to go shop shop with friend...so at least I can talk out my feeling out...don't like keeping those unhappy thing in...thanks alot my friend hearing me out...

Didn't have much outing in the March...so no update on that part...

April...

Went out with Ailing and the gang...(the pic will be upload once I get from Ailing)
Ailing's bdae that day...I went for driving lesson before meeting them...I went out driving on the street now liao...lolx...realli exciting sia...after that meet them for dinner...have a nice nice dinner...order a lot of food and we all can't finish it...

after that...the next sat meet up Qing and Ping for gals shopping...end up I didn't buy anything..cause nothing suit my company dress code...so I did not buy anything...we shop until very long sia...after we realize it 9 plus liao...and we haven't have our dinner yet..we shopped for 4 hrs...OMG...lolx..then we have our dinner at Cathay...

Ytd meet up with Ping and Vic...my tooth hurts...but just wan to meet up with them to chit chat...lolx...took my pain killer before I meet them...and we ate dim sum at Geylang...after dim sum we went on eating Durian...long time nv eat liao...so order 2 to kill my taste bud...lolx...after Vic went off to meet his friend..Ping and me went to Tampines to shop shop and chit chat for awhile...

I update the MV on my blog...is one of Kenji Wu Ke Qun's new album song...I love this MV very much...the MV story is saying that love don't need much action like sending a lot of money to make that special someone happy...the most easy and simple way to show ur love is by holding hands...so precious every moment you are with ur love ones...

Jan and Feb Update

2008-02-13T23:27:00.004+08:00

OH NO....become more n more lazy to update blog liao....hope u all would get tired as this will be quite a long post...

Finally get myself a digital camera...yuppi....so happy...so now I will post more pic then type it out...lolx...

Jan...
Went overseas....so excited..nv been in plane before sia...don't laugh me ok...realli lor...due to family finance nv have the chance to be in plane to overseas...realli very happi sia...

Went to Thailand with my company....buy a lot of thing and Thailand snacks....
This are the pic I took...lolx...

Feb...

CNY...as usual...have to help my mum in spring cleaning...OMG...took 2 weeks to clean up the whole house sia...lucky I clean my room long ago...and I threw away a lot of books...some realli very memorable...haix...

then CNY liao...finally have gathering with friends...counting we realli didn't meet up ard 1 month plus sia...lolx...

Meet Ping, Tat, Vic, YY, Shuan and Chye Lee on the 2nd of CNY... Poor Ping fall down on the 1st day of CNY...then meet us fall again...

I ask them whether they wan to come my house the next day...finally Ink family unite again...

Group photo @ my house...lolx..

new year flash back n resolution

2007-12-31T12:37:00.000+08:00

Flash Back of yr 2007

Things happen so fast sia...just remember last yr this moment still rushing my FYP lor...and now started to work liao...and I have work for half a yr liao...damn fast lor...I think I will stay in this job for now ba...haha...then saving up for further studies...

It's been a enjoyable, fun and exciting yr...did a lot of things and went to a lot of interesting places that I nv go b4....so these are the pic of wat I done in the yr 2007...

Jan

Went sentosa after the trip back from Malaysia with my mum...I pong lesson that day too...haha...*still got something undone yet...hehe*

The day I think me, qing and ping wouldn't forget ba...

Feb
Sch ended on the 13 feb...and we celebrate chinese new year as a graduated student...haha...

Went to Ubin to cycle with my yr 3 classmates....

Mar

Graduation night and the actual graduation day...realli miss sch nowadays...all the fun n laughter we have is so memorable...haiz...

Apr

learn to roller-blade...and I fall alot of time sia...and I sprain my hand when taking this photo sia...

May

Ping's birthday celebration....

Steamboat @ Wenyang's house...

Jun
Become a teacher as a part-time job...very near my house...just 2 bus stop away onli...kids nowaday are realli uncontrollable...but have fun teaching...lolx...

My mum also have her leg operation...haix...it was the most terrible feeling I even have...hate the waiting time...feel so lonely and helpless...

After my mum recover I start to find job...and found a job quite fast...

Airforce Runway Cycling...

Pitstop cafe...

July

Johnson's Birthday....

Nothing much in this mth...

Aug

have my first outing with my company's ppl...all gal...girl's power....lolx...

Sep

First bdae outing...ping and qing thanks for all u both have done...

Second bdae outing...

Suprise at my house...

Oct

YY's bdae...

Nov

Company outing again...hehe...

Jing Yin's bdae...

Dec

Xiao Zhu's Concert...a fun and realli admire his talent in dancing...

Qing's Bdae...

Vic's Bdae...

Went out with Huiping...my most close close jie mei...

2007 going to end le...haiz...don't noe why suddenly this few days feeling very emo abt the year going to end...I think is because I being thinking too much le ba...but I being thinking abt my new year resolution too...

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION...
- Get my driving licence within 2008
- Further Studies??
- Go for some dance courses...
- Bring my mum to overseas...
- Change job?? (haha...just say say onli lah)
- Save up more...

Update update...WOW long time...

2007-12-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

WOW...long time nv update liao...after start to work...like not much time to update blog liao...I think I just too lazy liao...lolx...So this post would be a long long one...so bare with it ok...LOLX...

October...

Celebrated YY's bdae...went to eat at Hip Diner...then go to a lot of sight-seeing...lolx...

Went to eat gelarie...cause someone own me a treat...hahaha...but the reason is realli long long time nv eat liao lah...lolx...

then is Karene's bdae celebration...but was not feeling well that day...stomach pain until I can't stand up straight...so went home after having dinner with them...(So didn't take any picture...)

November...

KTV gathering....went to sing K with ping, tat, vic, yy and shuan...all the guy become botak liao...poor thing wor...hee...

*Grp photo...*

*Look like got 4 mic rite??*

Company outing...with to eat in a restaurant...we ate dim sim buffet...after that we went Kim Seng to bowl...my past time practice place...bring back a lot of memories...I can still remember how we practice there...haix...time realli fly so fast... [so paiseh...if u all find me weird that day...cause that place realli bring me a lot of memories...a lot of impt memories...]

*Me, Beatrice, Joanna Sim, Joanna Tay, Sam Sam n Julie...*

*Me n Sam Sam...*

*Me n Joanna..*

Jing Yin's bdae...have dinner at Crystal Jade...the place realli realli grand sia...all the food is Cantonese style de...very nice...lolx...

*Erm...a bit like wedding photo ma??*

then the following week is tat's bdae celebration...went to eat at Cafe Cartel....after that went for midnight movie...Watched Hero...I would rate it as 2 star ba...abit boring in some of the part...but overall is ok lah...lolx...

*Girls in the toliet...*

*Looks familiar??*

*The Bdae Boy...*

*The botak boys...*

*The Girls...*

1st Dec

Then ytd went to 小猪罗志祥一支独秀 concert...the 3rd concert I watched in my life...OMG...it's realli nice man...I give him 80 marks for his performances...WHY 80 marks and not 100marks...cause I think most of the performances is expected by all the fans...as it is almost the same as his concert in Shanghai and Taiwan...so not much suprise was there...but I realli enjoy in the concert...admire his dance moves...I think I have the tot of taking up dance lesson soon...more on those MV style one...lolx...

But if got chance I hope that I can go Taiwan to watch concert...cause not Singaporean watch concert not high one sia...all sit there like stone like that...

*Before the concert start...*

*Going to start liao...*

*Start liao...*

*Hee...so heng choose a guy to sing with him...that guy is lucky lor...*
All of us laugh until drop when a guy was kanna chosen to sing with Xiao Zhu...He himself also can't stop laughing too...

*Singing 好朋友...*

蔡依林 Jolin 节拍器 MV

2007-10-07T22:51:00.001+08:00

蔡依林 Jolin - 节拍器
Nice MV( the mv is the scene's from Jolin's music movie...love it alot...the lyrics and some words that she say in the MV is very meaningful...

是我越来越想你
还是隐形了自己
小心翼翼你的语气
配合你的表情
我的好胜心为你舍弃
以为这就是爱情
直到自己没空气
才发现不能再继续
我不愿意再为了讨你的欢心
别让我的心
像是上紧发条的节拍器
我的呼吸慢慢跟不上节拍器
最初的设定
我们交叉在不同频率
美丽
放弃
时间把我们遗弃
究竟快乐伤心
爱要多少世纪
才能够停止寻觅

不再演你爱的自己
脱下了语气节拍器
再一细数我的孤寂
可不可以
不够再跟着你靠近
我可以安静
聆听时间倒转的旋律
暂停

Suprise..Suprise...

2007-09-30T11:08:00.000+08:00

Updates of all the things happening this few mths...

It's like 2 mth since I last update...the feeling I having now is...I REALLY MISS THE OLD DAYS ALOT....(looking thru the photos) everyone since busy after graduating frm sch...but still manage to gather at wenyang's house again...hahaha...we celebrated Dexun's birthday that day too...lolx...belated one de...

after that not much gathering liao...everyone is really really busy with their own things....until....

MY BIRTHDAY....haha...

Firstly...there is a short words I wan to say....

To: Ping and Qing....

Thanks for all the suprises U all have plan...I am really touch by all the things U two have done...Ping...thanks a lot for all the 3 days suprise...especially the day U two pop out at my house...U all really give me a big big suprise...It's been a long time I celebrate my birthday at home since...really really THANK U TWO....LOVE U TWO....muackz*...

after all the touching words...now is the photo of my 3 day celebration....lolx...

First day...15 Sep
We went to bugis for steamboat...meet ping and qing first...then went over together...I can still rem ping suddenly cross the road very fast...usually ping will get scare of crossing the road de lor...but suddenly that day she cross very fast...just because she don't wan me to noe she booking seats for how many ppl is coming...hahaha...

Then after sometime yong yeow come...others too busy liao...so nv come...lolx...suddenly rain sia..the service was damn lousy lor...they wan more business so they keep chasing us again..askin us have we finish eating...so sian...so YY eat a bit then we head off to shop and took a drink at starbuck...there where they pass me the present...is ping and qing make de card...inside the card got photos that we have been tgt...so SWEET...U 2 are my SWEETEST SISTERS...lolx...

Group photo...

16 Sep....another round of suprise...

Ping ask me whether wan to go out with her to look at shoes...I was thinking how come she asking to go out again the next day after we go out...lolx...I just nv think of so much...so I just say ok lor...lolx...

But it was another round of suprise...she not only ask me...she call the whole gang out...Ailing, Xiao Han, Karene and Jing Yin....I was realli shock when I saw them lah...lolx...but I noe it is another celebration...lolx...A BIG THANKS TO U ALL...FRIENDS 4EVER...

Big Feast at Sketch Restraunt...

Pictures of US...

17 Sep...actual day of my birthday...BIG BIG SUPRISE...

The day before ping told me she forget to return me my HDD...so she wan to return me tomlo...if she pass by my house....but I told her nvm lah...can return me next time when we meet...then she nv reply me anything liao...before I go home frm my work...she msg me and ask me wat is my address...then I told nvm lah...return me next time...after that no more msg frm her...

I went home as usual...bath...watch TV...eat dinner...finish dinner at ard 8 plus like that...suddenly a knock on my door...

BOO...SUPRISE!!!

Ping and Qing at my door...OMG...I was REALLI REALLI SHOCK...

then I keep asking how they find their way here...they told me they asked some of the resident in my block...I say ohhhh...of coz I don't believe them lah...must be someone who told them lah...lolx...

But it was a big suprise to have them at my home...

*MUACKz...

Updating Time...

2007-07-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

Updating time....long time nv update liao...too busy sia...haix...

Since I start working no much time to update my blog sia...all the free time I just wanna to rest or keep my mind blank...my working environment is not bad lah...but just not that use to it yet...but the ppl there will ok lah...lolx..but this few weeks quite a lot of ppl quiting their job as some wan to further their studies and some just cannot tahan the working environment there...all those are Secetary...ya...and I am the onli IT staff there lor...haix...so is like all the IT stuff I need to take care...I think this is why I am so tired when I have rest day...but still miss going out with all my friends...but it seen like everyone is busy with their own things...haix...

But we went out on sat (14 July)....celebrate Johnson's birthday....

His actually birthday is on the 13 July, which is on the Friday...so we celebrated for him on sat...lolx...

Johnson, Qing, Ping and me went to K-box first and then later we meet YY for dinner....I bought a new wallet on that day too...lolx...

Me, Ping, Qing and JS

Our Legs...hahaha

Lychee Blended...qing's drink

Teh Peng and yuan yang...

dimsum...

haha...everyone start doing this post aft ping do it on her birthday...

The "soldier to be"....

Our last photo of the day...this is where YY sprain his hand...

My 101 post...

2007-07-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

So long nv post liao...lolx...just started working for 2 weeks...working as IT in-charge in an insurance company...so tiring...first week of work nothing to do just sit there...realli boring sia...see ppl ard u so busy working and u siting there like a piece of rock...is realli very boring lor...haix...but the second week...finally I have work to do liao...but the first 2 day I was ask to help the admin side...the job is to photocopy document...OMG...this kind of work is like so de...arrrghhh...but no choice...I am the newbie in the company wat...so have to take up all kind of job...but nvm lah...better than siting there doing nothing...then the next few days was ok liao...help out in the IT stuff that they need for meeting...they having meeting in other country...the whole company will be attending...so no boss in the office this coming week...can relax liao...yeah...

Last sat...tat book out...so went out with ping, qing, tat, chye lee and vic...watch Fantastic Four...nice and funni show sia...we went to watch at cine...huiping's shop is at there too...so went to her shop...bought a bag...after the movie we sit down and talk...and tat was getting sleepy liao...too usual to the time of army life...so get tired easily liao...haha...

Life nowadays...

2007-06-11T21:56:00.000+08:00

30 May 2007

Steamboat at Wenyang's house...

Went to Wenyang house to have steamboat...I was sick that day lor...coughing the whole night as we overnight there...lolx...we play wii the whole night...went for last min buying of the food for our steamboat...when we reach the Shop n Save there...they going to close liao lor...realli last min buying of food...then we went to eat beancurd...after that went back to Wenyang's house and prepare the food...after that wait for qing to come and we start to eat...nv slp for the whole night lor...cannot slp sia...cough n cough...haix...no choice early in the morning I took a cab home and then rest...but overall it is fun...

The food...

The pepper chicken wings...

We eating...lolx...

3 June 2007

National Runway Cycling...

Still sick...coughing all the way I cycle...15 km...every long distance lor...on the way see a lot of accident sia...ppl fall and hurt themselves...all like very serious kind...cause it's runway mah...fall sure 'gone case' de lor...after the event we went to IT show...a lot of ppl sia...then we sit down somewhere to talk...after that home...

Starting point...

Wweee...

Tat and me...

Finishing point...me n ping...

Grp photo...

Updates Updates...

2007-05-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

it's the month of celebration for Han and Ping...lolx...

19 May...

Celebrated Han and Ping's birthday with Ailing, Vonne and Jing Yin....

We went to Fish and Co to celebrate for them..Ailing, Vonne, Jing Yin and me meet early to plan everything...Ping tot we celebrating for Han onli...but to surprise her we of coz don't tell her the whole plan de lah...lolx...

We brought 2 cakes and asked the Fish and Co worker to hide it for us...then they are so on type one lor...they even help us to embarrass them more...they sing the birthday song and knocking the pans to ask everyone in the resturant to look over there...they will ask the person we celebrate for to stand up while we sing...lolx

We just ask them to bring one cake out first...let ping be disappointed...lolx...but after that I ask the person to bring out another one...so suprise her...hehehe...

Picture time!!!!

22 May

Another celebration for Ping...

Celebrate for Ping again...with qing, tat, vic and js...we went to New York New York this time...first tot of going to Fish and Co again...but I think Ping don't wan to be embrrass again ba...so I change it to New York New York instead...lolx...

Went down early to try to book space but if we book the latest is 6.30...but we meeting at 7...so in the end I nv book and I went back home to da bao for my mum...then rest for a while went down early to get cake and put it in the resturant...js was the earliest then he and vic help me in choosing of cake...

After putting the cake in the resturant I call ping up to see where she is...and she reach le...and I ask her to come and find me...lolx...first I fool her a lot lor...I ask her to go Raffles City to find me...but actually I all the way is at Citylink there...lolx...

Waited for qing and tat...they went to buy present for ping...and waited quite long...suddenly vic pop out a question lor...which he shouldn't have ask...

vic: did you tell the table number?

me: wat table number? qing and tat come in we can see from here wat...

vic: I mean did you tell the person in-charge our table number so that he can write it on the cake...

me and js look at each other...OMG!!!arrggghhh...spoil my plan liao...

then ping noe everything liao...actually she tot is a normal dinner outing...but it is a suprise for her...lolx...

but it was a happy, fun and full of laughter celebration...blur blur ping still ask wat is her present when it is so obvious that it is a harddisk...lolx...

there goes the pic for all the fun we have...

busy busy week...

2007-05-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

It was a busy week for me...my tuition kids all having their mid-yr exams last weekend...went out to eat at Lucky Plaza with ping, qing and tat on tues and then later on we meet victor for cheese cake at Marina Square...took a long way to Marina sia...we took 16 as we check out that 16 got go to Suntec...so we take the bus...when we reach Suntec...qing ask tat are we suppose to go down now...tat say the bus got go Marina de...so we just continue sitting...in the end the bus went to Marine Parade lor when ask a lady sitting behind us...we quickly go down and we were in the Indoor Stadium liao lor...lolx...take 16 bus to Suntec and walk to Marina Square...

On thurs...it was my most fearful day ever...my mum went for an operation for her leg...although my mum have done this type of operation before and it is not a high risk kind of operation...I still felt very worry...I think is because I am all alone this time...haix...did sleep well on the night before the operation...just slept for 2 hours...and my uncle send my mum and I to the hospital...he didn't stay long and my mum's friend accompany me until her son call to say that he is sick...so she have to go home early...so I was all alone waiting for my mum to come out from her operation...seeing ppl like me worrying abt their love one...ppl getting bad news abt their love one...I was really scare...paying every second in my waiting...those few hours I felt so lonely and helpless...

But everything is alright now...my mum is back home...and busy taking care of her now...so nothing much now...

Updates....

2007-05-04T14:00:00.000+08:00

29 April - BBQ

Have BBQ session with the gang at East Coast Park....

Buy the things we needed for the BBQ at Marina Parade's GIANT... The food was more than enough and we almost cannot finish everything...so they started to play card games...the one who lose need to finish all the food that is put on the table...nv play with them...cause I noe that I don't have the luck one...so I just help to BBQ the food for them...lolx...

It was a fun night and we all rush for the last bus...did manage to get the last bus...so I just take a cab home lor...quite cheap from there to my home...

The pit...far away from Mac lor...lolx...

All of US...

haha...Isk kana wack by Tat...

yum yum...sweet potato

BBQ...

1 May - Cycling...

Went to East Coast Park again...

This time went there to cycle...went with Qing, Tat, Vic, Mark and his friend...Me, qing, Tat and Mark cycle...Vic and his friend blade...damn bad luck lor...last time try out blading I sprain my left hand...so I cycle so that I nv injure myself again...but....

Kana accident lor...bang in by a china man...he don't noe how to stop de lor...speed so fast...and nv look out other ppl...this time I sprain my right toes lor...haix...like kana curse by East Coast Park sia...hahaha...

First Roller Blade Session...

2007-04-12T14:09:00.000+08:00

Went roller blade on sun (08.04.07)...

Meet up qing, tat, isk and ping at Parkway Parade and went to East Coast Mac to meet the others...but when some of us went to buy Mac to eat it started to rain sia...haix...sian lor...then tat say it is just passing clouds...erm...no lor...it rain heavier and heavier...

We wait for ard 30 mins for the rain to stop and we slowly walk to the bicycle shop to rent roller blades/ bicycles...

It my first time in roller blading...

First we start to stand up...but in my mind was how I going to stand up sia...luckily the ppl there help me out and I take my first step up...phew...nothing happen...

then we have to go down the slopes to get to the places where there is a lot of handle for us to practices...the ppl in the shop help us out again...so paiseh..lolx...

I practices at the place...everything was fine...then we went out to blade...

Try out blading before but because I fall down so I nv take up this sport...lolx...this time just try out again...fall more times...I fall in very hump I reach...sian...and fall and sprain my left hand while change position for taking grp photo...realli pain lah...my butt pain also...sobz sobz...but thanks shuan...for teaching me how to blade...

Then intend to have BBQ...but some of us not that wan to have BBQ...so in the end we went to eat KFC at Parkway Parade...

It was fun to roller blade acutally...tot of trying out if there is chances...lolx...

isk, shuan, cedric, vic, mark, kevin, tat, me and ping

qing, ping, tat and wenyang

Tired me...lolx

New Updates...

2007-04-05T14:45:00.000+08:00

Since sometimes from my last update...

Start to working as IT Trainer in primary school. It's a part-time job, the job is to teach the primary school kids how to type and use computer to type...some of the kids is really cute but some of them is really hard to control...they just don't listen to wat u teach in lesson and they go to their computer don't wat to do...but i still can handle them ba...just be/look fierce and they will sure be quiet but onli a while...the sch is really near my home, just a walking distance...so lucky I get this sch...lolx...

So that's all for the job update...now is the fun i have...

On 27 Mar, we to 爱情海 at marina...it's a cafe where they will always be some performances on the mini stage...ppl that are interest to sing can go there try out and get to see the reaction of the audiences in-front of u...dexun, tat, yy, vic, qing, ping and me went there to support Wenyang...he went for the audition to get a chance to perform...nv hear him sing b4...but he sing not bad sia...quite a suprise he can sing so well...lolx...after the audition we went to the makan place near esplande and we have our dinner there...cause the cafe there things very expensive sia...

then on 31 Mar...qing, ping, tat, yy and me went to eat steamboat at bugis...the food there not bad...but we always have uncook wanton...don't noe why lah...the outer skin is cook liao lor...but the meat inside still red...OMG...after they huiping call us and we told her we going to esplande and then she drive there to pick us up...and she bring us to a chilli up place..."villa bali"...it is the place she went on her birthday...that I nv go...lolx...as the place quite near vic house...so we call up vic and huiping went to fetch him and chye lee...after that we drink and talk rubbish....lolx...quite a nice place...but quite hard to find too...lolx...

that's all for the updates...

*~...sometime be so happy make me worry, as my happy always wouldn't last and scare that something bad would happen haix...~*

Graduation

2007-03-19T07:25:00.000+08:00

Finally graduation...

10 Mar
Dinner and Dance

Have my first ever DnD...Dinner and Dance...but don't have any dance going on sia...but we have gambling instead...the school hire the ppl to come there and have a mini casino...meet up ping first and her father drive us to woodland inter...meet the others there and they look great...on of the guy even rent a Tuxedo for this event...haha...so formal...
We went to TRCC and register ourselves and they give us a 300 chips for us to play in the casino and we can use it to bid for something in auction...they also setup a studio for us to take photos...so we decide to take a grp photos as it is so rare for us to put on makeups and wear dress...hahaha...

In the auction the guys wanted to bid the PSP as a gift for Chye Lee...so we combine our chips tgt...as 100 chips = $1 so we combine and onli have ard 200 plus...not enough for it lor...as the bid went too high sia...so we decide to give up...but later there was a bid for ipod too...one of them wanted a ipod so we try to bid for it but the bid went up high high again...so not choice lor... we give up again...lolx

After that the host told us that we can get 2 drink at Zouk with out ticket...plan to go there but must reach there by 12 and we think we can't get there in time...so in the end we went to Clarke Quay...first we decide to go to a pub and sit down to chit chat but in the we went to the mac there and then go to the clinic...during the way there I was not feeling that well...I think is because I didn't eat much during the DnD cause the food really not nice at all so I didn't eat much there...so we went mac and I share with Weiping nugget meal...and drink something hot...but it does not help...in the end I went to the toliet and vomit...but at least I feel much better after that...

The Clinic was like a clubbing place sia...but the dance floor was quite small...we dances and the lightning there was not that gd for eyes sia...we pay $20 for 2 drinks but I didn't even finish the first one...as I was not feeling well...and I didn't bring my house keys with me so I have to go home early...haix...so we all went home at ard 3 plus...

13 Mar

Graduation Ceremony

The day comes...offically graduated from RP le...all the fun, sad, hardships and laughter come to an end...although faced a lot of problem in RP but I really going to MISS this sch and all the GREAT friend I have in this sch...

Didn't get enough slp the nite before...maybe too nervous le ba...haha...but must wake up early as long time nv wake up so early liao...so didn't get use to it...took the bus with my mum...but we will a bit late...went in to the dance room and they nv on the air-con lor...it is really hot there lor...while queuing up check with each whether our gown is messy anot...haha...

We walk in and sit down...look at the videos and a speech from our principal...and we walk up one by one to get our cert...the SEG first and later SIT...so nervous sia...whether we sitting I joke that we shld do some stun...haha...but actually I am nervous...haha...I scare later at the stage I would do anything stupid anot...but luckily nothing happen...

Everything come to an end ard 11 plus...and we have our refreshment...and running ard and take photos with all my frens...last time in RP liao...so must take photo to take down all the memories...FRIENDS FOREVER

Group photos...

Photos of two....

My Mummy & Me

Life nowaday...

2007-03-12T11:11:00.000+08:00

Haha...updates coming...lolx...ppl complain liao...been lazy to update nowadays...so paiseh...hehe...

Got so many things to update sia....so there goes...
JOBS...
It's been almost a month since I graduate from RP le...been finding jobs and going for interviews...plan to work first then see whether to further my studies anot...but finding jobs is not the smooth anyway...1st job call up was from a company that I apply for in the career fair...they hiring web technology engineer...the job scope is to manage sql server...OMG...it is a hard job sia...don't really like coding things in sch liao...still have to face it in work...I don't wan lor...but onli tot of giving it a try...as they giving us a test before any interview is done...so just went for the test with Weiping and Meixiu...they apply for it that time also...

I know I wouldn't get the job one...so search online for jobs that is not that stress de...and saw IT trainer this postion...from ping that qing is applying for this postion too...and I see the job scope it is not that stressful but must be very responsible as must take care of kid...lolx

so I send out my resume to a few companies...and they reply me for interview time...went for one on 2nd of march...this company damn cheap ppl de lor...they told me starting pay is $600 cause need 4 mths of training as I don't have any experiences...All my friends told me that it is not worth lor...I think so too...so I rejected it...

have another interview was quite good...they paying me $1200 first 3 mths then later increase the pay...but until now no news from them sia...I a bit scare that I can't get the job sia...so now cross my finger hope I get the job...

OUTING...

ok...now get to the outing the part...

went cycling at palau ubin with E25P...and Wenyang come along sia...he really like one of us liao...just like a student...lolx...really fun and we explore palau ubin and the life there was great sia...although I have muscule ache after that...but it is really fun...

Photos...

Time to say Goodbye...

2007-02-13T15:39:00.000+08:00

Time really fly off fast sia...just finish FYP and now offical graduation is coming le...haix...still remember how I get into RP...it feel like it happen ytd...
After graduating from ITE...intend to study on...but my result is like cannot make it one...at that time one of my ITE teacher call me and ask me to work as technician in ITE...tot that the job would be interesting...but I am really wrong...sit there all day...and when it is busy period..is really busy de lor...I really hate this kind of job...sit there doing nothing...so I just try my luck to apply for all poly...be more Singaporean...hahaha...so I receive RP letter...I was so happy....finally can get out of that hell place...lolx...

Nv heard RP before in my life...as it is a new poly in Singapore....everything is so different in RP...being teacher teach, student listen for like 18 years...and going into PBL is really hard man...but nvm lah...as long as there is a poly who accept me I am really happy le...

Went to register in the first day...and I pay off the first sem sch fee myself lor...lucky got work that time...haha...and then I was told to buy a laptop as RP is a paperless sch...OMG...another computer...no choice lor...have to ask my parents to pay for my laptop...haix...then after that is FOP...because of some misunderstanding in my work...I have to attend RP one later than other ppl...but lucky my best pri friend Karene is studying here also...so the first day I went sch with her...then I walk in the class like all stranger ard me...so scary sia...and I can't find the class too lor...

TA0206...my first class...
really can't get use to the enviroment at first...but later on I meet a lot of nice people in this class...didn't do well in Year 1 sia...because I was not that out spoken person...so I was so left out during the 3rd meeting sia...so stress that time...but in this class there is not much backstabber in this class...if not I sure lost out a lot one lor...haix...then join bowling and modern dance as my CCA...because of bowling must pay by ourselves...I started to work part-time...with the help of Karene...I worked as waitress in a Vietnam resturant...but because of all this I lost time being with my parents...then I lost someone important to me...my dad...
A sudden lost of him really hit me hard...but my classmates really encourage me and I tell myself not to give up...cause I wan my dad to see me finish studying and get a cert...so I have to put things behind and look forward...this is wat I promise him too...
TA0206...if any of u all see this msg...really thanks a lot for that period of time u all encourage me...going to miss u all...

After that is Year 2 sem 1 le...TA0202
Feel really sad to change class...but in the end, I end up in a great class of people...we all are just like sisters to each other...share happiness and secrets with each other...and I still can remember the TOLIET IG we have...hahaha...we always talk bad abt ppl in the toliet de...lolx...
Really miss the fun sia...Huiping, Sharmaine, Sheena and Ai Huan...u all are the best SIS I even have...love u all...
Started to work as a part-time home tutor...Stress...

Then Year 2 sem 2....TA0404
Feel sad again...change class...haix...but end up again...in a funni class...this class really full of fun and laughter...although we are not that close to each other...but we really have a lot of fun...we always joke abt faci and I can remember a faci that fall from a chair...that is the most funniest scene I even seen...lolx...we also will mass MSN when the faci is too long winded...lolx...
Meet a lot of crazy ppl in this class...but in all I have fun...lolx...
Year 3 sem 1....don't remember which class I belong to...as I have 4 different class a wk...lolx..
RP moved to Woodland sia...have to wake up early for lesson...haix...really tired...but met a lot of fun and loving ppl...but mostly is in the audio and video class...we always have breakfast together and slack together all the way....hahaha...then this year also got FYP...really stress sia...have to work and doing FYP at the same time...really kills a lot of my free time...but in the end the project was really good...and the grades is gd too...lolx...
Finally...Year 3 sem 2...the end...E25P
Being a multimedia student...we have to take up multimedia project...so I grp up with my multimedia friends...before even the offical email is send...clever me rite...hahaha...and also end up in the same class with a lot of ppl...so happy...and noe a lot of new friends too...those who in not the same class as me de also...hahaha...all very fun fun de...all I can say is that I am really lucky to meet so many fun and loving friends...
U all make my life in RP really fun...although there is some unhappy things happen...but all of unhappiness really doesn't matter anymore...with all the friendship I have...I will cherish it de...

Love U all...

Everything comes to an end

2007-01-27T13:49:00.000+08:00

FYP finally come to an end le...after 13 weeks of working so hard...didn't expect to get such hash comment...but if it is really that bad...all we need is encouragement and not ugly comment from ur rotten mouth...really making us curse and swear on u...so if we are bad then u must review ur own teaching and not telling us to shut up...arrrggghhh...haix..now all I can say is...U JUST WAIT AND SEE...WE WILL BE MUCH BETTER THAN U IN THE FUTURE...but now is wait and see wat grade he giving us...haix...pray hard...

anyway I still enjoy the process...although we spend a lot of time, money and hard work in the process...but in return I make a lot of new friends...we been working together in the mac lab for 2 weeks...everyday go home late from sch...and there is always fun and laughter in the lab...all thanks to u all...I don't feel that stress during that time...nv going the time we have...

these words are to my 2 other FYP teammates, ping and qing....
We did our best and the friendship we have I will nv forget...to ping...paiseh to scare u after the presentation...to qing...u will always be the cutest sis I have...lolx...

After the presentation and MIA in the toliet for 1 hr...we went to marina square to have our combine lunch and dinner...graduating in 3 weeks time...all the best to all of u...love u all...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2007-01-02T15:35:00.000+08:00

First of all....HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
time fly off fast sia...it is the new year le...brand new start again...and graduate from poly soon...so fast 3 yr have pass...lots of happy and sad thing happen in this 3 yr...i think i going to miss a lot of people...haix...
done a lot of thing in 2006 sia...RP move from Tanglin to Woodland...have to wake up early then FYP starts and turning 21...it been a exciting yr...let do a recap...

Jan:
done nothing much...shld be start doing PP ba..lolx

Feb:
also don't nothing much too...

Mar:
semester end being in TA0404...have a class BBQ at Jonathan's house...

Apr:
volunteer to help out in FOP...for CE point lor...went with Jing Yin de...the yr one is realli good in their thinking sia...lolx...

Me teaching...lolx..

May:
sch start le...busy wif FYP...

June:
stuck wif FYP coding and have a supervisor who don't noe anything...haix...stress...

July:
still stuck wif FYP...stress even more...deadline soon...

Aug:
finally get in time to finish our FYP...burn a lot of personal time in it...and cold hand during the presentation sia...and scare to death abt not being able to pass...but in the end pass in flying colours sia...so happi...

Sep:
My 21 birthday...thank for celebrating for me...love u all...

Class outing with my Audio/Video classmates..

Oct:
sch starts again...haix...FYP 2 starts too...this time choose to do filming...

Nov:
nothing much too...busy wif FYP 2...and going to my sec's friend newborn baby party...

Dec:
nv tot that i have so many friend birthday in Dec sia...haha...this mth realli broke sia...but it's been a great mth...

so this is all I did in 2006...it's been a busy yr for me because of FYP lor...haix...but i think i going to miss sch soon...sob sob...

btw...ytd went for countdown...tis is the first time I went for countdown sia...is last min decide one...went to Esplanade there to see fireworks...the fireworks is realli beautiful but it don't feel like a countdown to me sia...cause they nv do the counting down...hahaha...Qing, Mark, Victor, and YY wait for a few hours and we play heart attack...while standing up...lolx...then walk all the way to PS...I wanted to went off first as they wan to eat Mac but then wait for the bus until I realli angry lor...waited for 1 hr plus...and all the bus is full one lor...and it took them so long to have another one to come lor...haix...and no choice I wait for cab and msg Qing...and they come over to find me...in the end took a cab home wif YY and reach home ard 3 plus sia...
so sum up...below is the pic Victor took using his camera...

anyway...this yr my resolution is realli simple...is to get a job soon after i graduate...and hope my family and friend stay healthy and happi always...WORLD PEACE too...lolx...so that's all for updates...

Merry Xmas!!!!

2006-12-26T15:45:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone...it is really a celebration mth for me sia...finally finish the filming part of my FYP...now is putting all the things together and edit the raw film to our actual one...OMG...time is running out...
ok back to my blogging...we celebrate qing's birthday...have so much fun...went to eat yuki yaki...this is the first time i eat there sia...first time try to make ice-cream sia..so fun...lolx..then we bought a chocolate cake for qing...the guys went to buy one..they ask me n ping to hold qing back first while they told qing that they going toliet...actually they went to buy cake for her...we sing birthday song for her and eat until the cake shop close sia..so paiseh the shop ppl have to wait for us...then we went to PS tot of catching a movie there but there don't have midnight movie that day...but in the end we went cathay for movie...we watch "Night at the Museum"...it is really a nice and very funni movie...then we head for home at ard 3 am sia...this is the first time i reach home that late sia...and of coz...my mum scolded me lah..but nvm lah..don't care le..at least i told her i coming late...anyway nothing happen the next day...lolx...
so...now i will post the pic...lolx...

early bird waiting...lolx(waiting for ping n weng tat)

eating time...

birthday gal and me...

"frying" ice-cream...

Group photo...

poor qing...lolx

the ink production

the guys(inu, victor, kevin and wengtat)ahhh...ghost...lolx...(me and weng tat)

SHOPPING…

2006-12-19T15:31:00.000+08:00

went shopping with ping and qing on sat...so happi finally bought a slipper liao... we meet ard 3 plus...suppose to go eat steamboat one...but then we nv go in the end... because of the guys lor..hahaha...then me and ping meet qing at the far east bus-stop...after that victor come to meet us...can't image sia...he can shop wif us for so long...lolx...then we drink our fav bbt again...lolx...after we shop for very long at far east while waiting for victor to come...lolx..but we didn't have an eye on any slippers...after we went taka then heeren and all don't have nice nice slipper sia...in the end went to PS and finally bought it frm DMK...we 3 bought the same kind one...then meet weng tat and next we all went marina for dinner...after dinner we have ice-cream too...first time eat the ice-cream there sia...taste quite nice...lolx...but we make a mess with all the dripping ice-cream...lolx...and then we went to esplanade...sit down and chit chat for a while...lolx...then go home b4 the last bus go off...hahaha...
below is the pic we took that day...lolx...

yummy...ice-cream

ping, qing and me...

hahaha...weng tat kana poke by victor..lolx

Updates…

2006-12-14T15:29:00.000+08:00

Updates...hahahaha...busy wif FYP again...hope to finish all the filming by this week...pray hard don't rain on fri....cross finger...
meet qing and ping for FYP ytd...stay at lab and see how our video is...this time is alright...lucky sia..not like last time all blur...haix...then after FYP went to eat waffle ice-cream @ Gelare...haha..funni thing happen sia...
Qing order 1 waffle wif 1 scoop of ice-cream, me and ping shared 1 waffle wif 2 scoop of ice-cream....but...qing's order come first then the waiter ask "still go one ar??" then qing told him 2 more...so see the pic below...hahaha...

the waiter give us 3 sia...hahaha...and we also not bad...we left a note to thank him...LOL... *above pic provided by Yuan Ching*

FYP…

2006-12-04T07:41:00.000+08:00

haix...been busy wif FYP recently...although very busy but I am still having fun wif it...first I get very work up wif the finding of actor for our flim...got a MIA teammate and he is one of our actor in the story and he went MIA....sian lor...then ask a friend to help me flim he say so many excuse and later say he nv promise me to help out...damn angry lor...don't like friend that are like that...friends are to help each other out one lor...haix...but after that lucky got others to help out...so our three actors in our flim is JS, VC and Weng Tat...thanks a lot man...really appreciate the help...and to Victor and grp and Wei Jun and grp...really thanks for all the help...but still haven't finish filming hor..so still need all their help...and other thing is I really don't like some of the TSO in the lab...just a few mins to return the equipment we borrow and they give us face and ask us to wait outside...pls lor...just a few mins late need to be so big deal ma...arrrgggghhhh...
anyway...forget it lah...I am a cool person...so i don't wan to scold anyone...
went to watch movie on wed...hahaha...long time nv watch liao...so I cancel off my tution and went to watch "Happy Feet" with them...quite a nice show and the 3D inside is damn nice lor...and the flim quite useful for our flim...went to "Great World City" to watch it...wah it's been a lot time I been there...quite a lot of memories there too...and we went for dinner at the food centre but I nv eat as I know that my mum sure got cook mine share one...so until 11 plus then reach home and have my dinner...then ytd brought my tution kid to watch "Open Season" lucky is her mum pay one...otherwise I sure broke one lor...not more money liao...have to save up this holi...ya...holiday is coming liao...that means I going to graduate liao...haix...where would I be after graduate...be a worker in a company...maybe ba...haix...

been very happy as a lot of happy thing is happening in my life now...and I think thru le...now I just wan to be a happy person and wait for things to happen in my life...just let it be...

Updates...party marathon

2006-11-13T14:42:00.000+08:00

finally finish my party marathon....hahahaha...ok there is wat i do in this 3 days...first... on fri I nv go sch...cause my cousin wedding (my father side one)....waited quite long for this day...although it should be a happy day...but I still miss someone...my dad...haix...I think I wouldn't wan to continue on that... In fri morning, I morning wake up ard 6.15 am bath then eat breakfast...then make up and make myself pretty pretty went to my 姑妈 house...(姑妈 mean that she is my father's elder sister...for those who don't noe...) reach there onli one of my other cousin there onli...she is the earliest...I'm second...hahahaha...then wait for others to come...after tat some other relatives from my 姑妈 husand's side one come over...then my cousin's friend come too...they be bride maid like me lor..hahaha..then they planned something for my cousin's husband to do sia...guess wat...they let the guys eat 4 different taste of thing sia...for hot --> wasibi, for sour --> lemon and lime, for sweet --> the whole bottle of ribena (nv put water one lor haha..) the last one is which is bitter --> bitter gourd...they really noe how to play sia..then after that they also have to dance with red brief and a bamboo pole...OMG...that's realli funni lor...after that we went to my cousin's husband's house and then back again...wah realli tired man...but fun too...then we went home after that...went home but didn't slp...on my laptop do some PP report...OMG...I struck sia..don't wat to write...I must faster finish sia...if not die sia... then went to the wedding dinner...lucky got my cousin come and fetch us sia...otherwise the rain so heavy how to go sia...btw the place is at Intercontinental Singapore it is just behind of bugis junction..wah there was quite big and cold...hahaha...then drink a bit of red wine feel much better...the wedding was quite high tech..first they show us some animation of how they know each other then some of the things we did in the morning...went home at ard 11 plus...hais...how I hope my dad is here...I think he would be very happy ba...seeing all my uncles playing ard and talking I realli miss my dad...haiz...

then the next day is Jing Yin's birthday party...
meet weiping n han ard 5.45 pm at eunos mrt...then reach Jurong East Mrt station ard 6 plus ba..then wait for ailing then we went to Jing Yin's house together...went there wah...so many ppl sia...then we go to Jing Yin's room to find sam and val...went to take some food then went in to Jing Yin's room to eat and watch TV...haha...then accident happen...Jing Yin took some fruits in got orange in it...then it roll off from the plate...OH NO!!! it drop to the curry and kanna my shirt...and guess wat color shirt I wore...WHITE...curry and white shirt...OMG...hahaha...no choice lor...wat happen must happen...then i borrow shirt frm Jing Yin and took off my shirt and brush off the curry spots...and iron it...
Don't worry lah Jing Yin...I wash away all the spots liao...so don't need to say sorry to me..haha..
then cut cake time...took photo one group by one group...then eat the cake and watch xiao hai bu ben...and then we went home at 9.30...reach home ard 11.30...

ok...last day liao...which is today...it is Angeline's birthday party... meet Angeline at Novena Mrt station at 2pm and went to eat long john for lunch...hahaha...i wake up too late so eat lunch late late lor...hahaha...then we went to meet her friends...walk to united square together to take her cake and then went to her sister friend's condo...help her to deco a bit and sit there to wait for my other ITE friends...we eat and chit chat and all her relative here liao...and we cut cake lor...and eat the cake and after eating the cake we went home le...a bit short lah...but get to catch up with the others on how they being this days...

WAH...3 days of celebration...tomlo sch sia...haiz...got UT so sian have rush like siao again liao... to my cousin....wish u all the best and happy always....
to Jing Yin....Happy Advance Birthday...and don't worry ok...my shirt ok liao...hahaha...
to Angeline...Happy Birthday...thank for the food...hope u like the present...

meaningful song lyrics...

2006-10-18T14:41:00.000+08:00

Find this song quite meaningful...maybe it just suit my feeling now ba...it is Energy's new album song...it is in track 9 of their album...if u are interested....the lyrics inside got a lot of words describes my feeling now...

Energy - 不在乎有没有以后

独自在房间的角落
点根烟让寂寞飘走
说起来失眠也不错
至少可以不作梦

难道爱会渐渐折旧
连回忆也变成折磨
真心的想给你一切
你偏偏只想要自由
现在几点钟
风知不知道你睡了没有
抬头仰望着天空
一起拥有过的快乐
像断了线的气球

不在乎有没有以后
爱你是活着的理由
紧紧的抱住跟你有关的一切
包括想着你的心痛
我们还有没有以后
牵着手幸福的以后
在你的心中千万记得还有我
永远守着我的承诺
在等候

Happi birthday my best friend...Karene..

2006-10-16T11:30:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday my dear friend...best friend even...hahaha...KARENE!!!...
First stop - Fish and Co.
Me, ailing and weiping meet and we went together to fish and co to find karene...we eat together with her friends...it was quite fun as they make fun of karene...me and ailing order the famous fish and chip and it was big lor..lucky i nv eat much for lunch...hahaha...then weiping order black pepper stingray....it was not very nice lor..worst then those outside one lor...then we help ping to finish up it...poor ping...hahaha...then after eating we slack ard fish and co...then Karene's friends went off first...then left me, ailing, ping and her bf...after that we went off to the next stop...lolx

Next Stop - Champ Champ
we went champ champ right after we eat...hahaha...this is my first time to champ champ sia..it is just like newton sia...but i tot it is for supper but we just finish our dinner...erm...dotz...then we eat egg dou hua...then we wait for her bf's friend and wait for them to finish eating...hmmmm...then we tot of going to the pub ard there cause me, ailing and weiping wear slipper so cannot go clubbing...then we find quite a lot of pub there but all full lor..haix..then no choice we ask ard see which club we can go with our slipper...haix..meanwhile we also must wait for her sis...then after we finally we found out that MU (Music Underground) can wear this type of slipper in...lucky...then her sis bf give attiude sia..haix..we took cab and we ask a lot of cab and all don't noe how to go sia...haix..then ailing and ping sit with her sis and bf...something happen..

Third Stop - Music Underground
ailing and ping reach there first...and then later on we reach there...her sis bf really give us attiude sia...feel like beating him up sia..tot he very handsome like that...pls lah...arrrmmm...
but must give karene face if not i sure quarrel wif him one lor...in the end they went home and karene, karene's bf and us continue to have our fun...this is the second time i go clubbing sia..then this time i finally drinking...voka and 7-up like not kick to me liao...this means next i can drink more...then karene ask us to dance with her...then dance lor..but the music quite boring neh...haix...old old song...and we also saw a lot of funni funni dance step inside....hahaha...Karene's bf really can dance sia...a bit quite sia...we stay until ard 3 am then we go off liao...then we went to 7 eleven to buy some drink...then karene and her bf go off first...

Finally...
with some reason..we did went home...hahaha...we went walking to PS...sian lor..just a few hours ago we have our dinner ard there and we went back there again...hahahaha...then we sit down and slack...but i start to feel sleepy liao..so we decide to go ping house...we took 65M...sian lor..it go pass my house lor...but i....haix...then we reach ping house ard 5 am...and ping's mum lock the main door up and her doggy start to bark when ping try open the door...we disturb her mum sia...so paiseh...then ping's mum let us and we went to ping's room to slp...we slp until 9 plus then we went to eat mac breakfast...after i went home...reach home at 11am...so tired but i continue watching show wif my mum...and went out to buy things and cannot stand liao...went to have nap at ard 4 pm...hahaha...
Overall...really have fun...

School starts...and working is packing up again...

2006-09-30T14:16:00.000+08:00

School start for like 2 weeks le...so fast sia...getting more and more lost tracks of things....haix...been really thinking thru a lot this few weeks....it hard to forget things...but i am really trying very hard...but it seen harder then i think...y do ppl listen to sad song when they are sad...I don't have the ans to this too...as I am like too...
But with all the busy time...I really seen to see things more...so now I really like busy times...as busy times help me to forget the thing I don't wan to remember...now waiting to do FYP again...as FYP keep me busy...I wan to be a bee...busy busy...

I really hate lonely nite...lonely nite make think a lot...有些事不是说忘记就能忘记.

Happy Birthday to me...

2006-09-19T03:44:00.000+08:00

First i have to really thank all me friend for blessing me with sms, testi and messages in friendster... it been a long time that i have really enjoy myself...thanks for letting me have a unforgetable day...Weiping, Ailing, Han, Karene, Jing Yin and Val...thanks for organizing for me a celebration...Love you all....Let me go in detail wat we did ytd..
Ard 2 plus i reach party world orhard..Weiping, Ailing, Jing Yin and Val is there singing le...we went for singing...hahaha...my favourite...but so sian have to buy 4D for my mum...but nvm I still enjoy myself very much....we sing and sing...until ard 6.30 like that we head off to bugis for steamboat dinner...we waited quite a while for the table to be set up...and we start to eat...after eating...I didn't expect Karene and Han to bring a cake...As this make me really wan to cry...But i don't wan to spoil the happy feeling...As for the reason...i think i don't wan to go in too detail ba...then u all play trick on me...hahaha...but i am still really very happy...
After finishing the cake we went off...then Ailing, Jing Yin, Han and Val went home...But i didn't go home yet...as it is my bd so i am able to go home late...permission granted from my mum...hahahaha...So went for drinks lor...hahaha...but i was knock out quite quickly...I am not a good drinker...but i am still quite awake...hahaha...just a bit blow up in my stomach...
Reach home ard 2 plus...at night...hahaha...then talk to my mum....until 3 plus then slp...but i can't slp...i think i just slp for 2 hrs ytd ba...but now i don't feel tired now neh...funny...
hmmm..so that's all...first day of the life in 21 yrs old...hahahaha...from the blessing from all my best friend...i think i would be able to move on more...really thanks...thanks u all for making me feel that i am a blessed girl....

*~ ...time will change everything, but sometime it's hard to change a feeling...~*

finally everything is over...

2006-08-21T14:40:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah...finally everything is finish...and going to holiday liao..realli can't wait to enjoy this holiday...i realli going to have a crazy holiday...play all day...hahahaha...just to update wat i have done this week... actually i done nothing lah...hahahaha...start to slack for almost every lesson...oh yeah...finally get my lively life back in track again...then this week wed went to my uncle house and see my cousin's son...hahaha...he is realli cute lor...miss him for 2 mths liao...aiyo...now a days children grow up fast sia...just 2 mths nv see him...he change a lot sia...become more fat liao...hahaha...SO CUTE....play with him until i don't wan to go home sia...hahahaha... as for now...wait for holiday to come and i going to have a lot of outing liao...hahaha...miss going out to play n going to Kbox sia...hahahaha... going to reach my bd soon liao...but i don't think i going to have any celebration that day ba...just want to go thru it quietly...hahaha...funny rite...don't noe neh..just don't have the mood to go celebrate it...i think is that i feel that loneliness again ba...haix...don't wan to think too much...just wan to rest for a while...haix... that's all ba...update of my cousin's son (my nephew...don't noe call him nephew correct anot) in the next post soon...many ppl say his pic very cute sia...hahaha...

Nervous, scare and really tired...

2006-08-10T14:52:00.000+08:00

I AM REALLY TIRED...i think i just need a long break...today is national day and i get to wake up late...but y i am still so sleepy...and i even fall asleep during watching the NDP peformances at home...dots lor...wat happen sia...i think i just don't have the mood to watch...haiz... tomlo is the day le...FYP PRESENTATION...really scare sia...i think i would be more nervous before getting in the room... really getting bad luck this few days...got my right hand injure...now all in bruises...first is get trap in the lift...and when i try to open the lift door my middle finger of my right hand kana hit by the door...haiz...then next day too rush to work le...fall down and my right finger injure...haiz..double injures... HOPE everything will go smoothly tomlo...PRAY~~~

busy...STRESS...tired....

2006-07-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

haiz...life is so stress and I just need some rest....really busy sia...this few days realli STRESS up...haiz...my whole body realli wear out le...then my head is like exploding le...my heart is also tired too...realli need a long rest from all the things...haiz...I think I just need to break away the feeling I have now...when can I realli show my true feeling...

在坚强的背后有别人看不见的伤口

Pressure building up...

2006-07-04T03:35:00.000+08:00

Realli feel that pressure coming...don't understand is the time who chase people or is the people who chase after time...everything seen like going to be in deadline...feel so helpless sometime...can't realli find a person to help me...feel everything is screw up in my life...just don't have anyone to turn to...cause everyone is just busy with their life...busy with everything just like me...everyday for me is wake up, school, work, back to home and then FYP...haix...how long can I survive...with all this...make a guess...I think not even a min ba...haix... Feeling running out of time...

A new start for everything....

2006-06-21T14:48:00.000+08:00

Haiz...so fast holiday over liao...just 2 weeks holiday onli...so sad...after the holiday is all busy busy day liao...FYP is really killing sia....if somemore u get a fac that onli noe how to complain and say u are slow...haiz...didn't really get a lot of rest during the holidays...i think is because i am still worrying whether i pass my PP anot...haiz...it seen like everyone have got their results and i haven't get mine...haiz...i think i going to fail this...stress sia...nv get a good nite sleep this few days....don't noe wat happen sia...am i thinking too much or am i just over worry...pls pls...let me pass my PP sia...otherwise i will sure go mad abt re-do it again...haiz....a lot things have been going thru my mind this few weeks sia...haiz...y can't my mind just rest and stop thinking...

*~...Looking strong is really easy, but it is not easy for the mind and heart to be strong...~*
*~...Looking strong on the outside doesn't mean that the inside is strong too...~*

Shld I....??

2006-05-31T14:53:00.000+08:00

sometimes I am really confuse about wat I am thinking abt...hoping someone can really understand me...but sometimes it's the wrong one...I am also confuse what happiness is now...is happiness be just being happi or just feeling happi...maybe is all the stress or something else make me think of this question recently...haiz...not getting enough slp and my mind would give me a rest...am I sick or I am just thinking too much...I don't noe shld I take it a try or continue my thinking...I really don't noe...but if I give it a try...I would have miss out something else...or am I just being thinking too much...I really don't noe...can someone give me advise??? or shld I be true to myself....so that I would not be sorry for it....or shld I tell the true....HELP!!!someone!!!

weiping's BD celebration...(20/5)

2006-05-28T02:59:00.000+08:00

went to escape theme park on 20/5 with weiping, ailing, liping and weijun...today the main spot light is weiping..lolx...cause we celebrating her birthday earlier...lolx...she really don't like to organize things sia...she get stress easily...haiz...but it was a fun one...
Picture Time.....

me n weiping....

Liping and me....

Ailing, me n Weiping...

Grp Photo...

Girls Grp Photo...

Stress Release...

2006-05-15T01:58:00.000+08:00

Long holiday again...hahaha....fri holiday plus weekend...finally can rest liao...haiz...finally got time to go out liao...temporary can forget all the work and rest for a while liao...intend to watch movie but in the end went to sing Kbox...lolx...went out on fri...so sian...then send my laptop for servicing finally...cause the fan like got problem liao...then get heat up very quickly so very worry then no choice went for servicing before something big happen....after tat went to suntec...so many ppl sia...then reach home ard 10 plus... then yesterday went to bugis to take the spec that my mum made...hahaha...give her as mother's day present....then went to buy a new harddisk cover...cause the old one is giving me a lot of problem...so happy sia...the person give me discount...lolx....actually the cover cost $25 but he give me $10 discount...so good..lolx..somemore that guy quite good looking wah...hahahaha...shame....

Changes make...

2006-05-06T03:14:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah!!! finally get my hair done...rebond my hair again...and dye it too...but this time the dye don't look so dry like last time liao...so good...finally get a smooth hair to comb and touch with...so happy...but happy comes with heart pain sia...have to save up this month liao...cause i realli broke liao...all this cost me $320 sia...damn exp lor...haiz...no more extra money to spend this month le...have to save up...beside this i also make a new spec liao...hahahaha...the old spec a bit too old liao...decide to change...then make a new one for my mom too...she always complain...so make one for also lor...treat as a mother's day present...then on that day cook a meal for her too...heee...so tired...FYP hard sia...after a long time then get to meet my supervious...haiz...then now like no time liao...haiz...no more life liao...must study, work and do FYP...haiz...i think i going to lost a lot of friends liao...cause can't go out with them too often liao...

Currently my blog no music...cause something wrong with the geocities...i will find out why or find other website to put my music...lolx...

New campus...

2006-04-19T07:00:00.000+08:00

yeah...new campus...but this means I have to wake up early lor...sian lor..haiz...then have to work from mon to sat lor...now everyday reach home damn later lor...and tired too...haiz..then this two rain n rain...haiz...flood everywhere...OMG...yesterday first day of sch..is like all things so the wat lor...first in the morning is the bus full like siao...full of ppl...haiz...then the expressway jam sia...then miss the first bus and jam..sure late one lor...reach sch ard 8.40 plus...but in class quite ok lor...know quite a lot of ppl...so quite ok lah.. then i lunch time...realli pack too...the canteen big also not use lor...still look pack...haiz...after that end class realli late sia...haiz...the fac say this module will not end class one...like tat cannot do RJ at sch liao...must do after work...haiz...so sleepy sia...haiz...

UpdAte tIme

2006-04-05T13:15:00.000+08:00

time for update...
been very busy during the holiday...so many things to do...including PP lah...haiz...so sian...beside PP...i think this year i going to be broke...so many ppl having chalet on their birthday sia...21st birthday mah...of coz must make it a memorable one...lolx...

(14 March)
went to Wei Kok's BD chalet @ aloha pasir ris...wah...realli long time nv see him and others liao...lolz...but the chalet was not realli that sucessful in term of fun lah...not much entertainment make for us...lolx...then help to BBQ the food all the way then went up to the room then see them play card then go to the basketball court then home time...lolx...
after that slack at home for long time...do some PP...then get present for ailing's birthday...lolx...

(28 March)
went to ailing's birthday chalet...but i was late...cause have to work then can go...haiz...reach ard 10 plus liao...haiz...no choice cannot join them for cake cutting...after reaching...eat some of the food...(ailing, weiping, karene and me) went out to buy some drinks(18 year old then can drink one...hahaha...u all shld noe liao rite...) then we went back drink and chit-chat...ailing open her present...maybe i drink too fast liao...got a bit drunk...went to slp ard 2am plus...after tat wake up cause that stupid sam on n off the light...lolx...might as well wake up lor...lolx..then stay awake all the way morning...then went out for breakfast then went back to slp for awhile...then wake up cannot slp liao...went out with ailing and jingyin...slack and nothing to do sia...play card game lor...as everyone is asleep like die pig...lolx...after that weiping wake up at 1pm then went to sing at TM Kbox...we sing like siao...lolx...after go home...bath, eat dinner then slp to the next morning...lolx...

then as usually lor...wake up, slack infront of com...then work, slp..then after tat on sat early morning...receive a call from my aunt (mother's brother wife) tat her mother past away liao...as my aunt help us alot during my father funeral...then mum say have to go down early to help them out...then go down everyday til today sia...haiz...went to the place i don't wish to go again...haiz...the place that make me unhappy...haiz...

*~... I think it's time to let go, 希望你真的幸福和快乐 ...~*

Class BBQ Photo

2006-03-12T12:57:00.000+08:00

Class TA 0404...Fun n Laughter 4ever

Gals Photo...

Another GAY ACT...

Wait...don't get the wrong idea by the Heart...Just Friends onli... Oh no...GAY ACT..by Jon, Weijun and Didi.. Shld be a gals photo...hmmm...but KANA disturb by GUYS..lolx

Grp Photo 1

Oh no...Guys???acting again...

~memories!!~

2006-03-08T02:32:00.000+08:00

lots of memories...went out on sun with my sec. friend, ivan...we talk a lot sia...can't imaging we can sit down n talk...remember last time in sec. sch the boy and the girl use to quarrel like mad one...then now we can sit down n talk is so amazing sia...i think we are grown up sia...lolz...went eating then we chill out in starbucks....sit there chit chat...then went home...

then yesterday class BBQ...went to Jon's house for BBQ...at sembawang sia...so far...lolz...then we meet at the MRT station but i was late...lolx...but i am not the last one to arrive...lolx...i reach there nura, syikin, arif and azad was there liao lor..they are so on time sia...poor nura...she the first one to arrive and have to wait for others to arrive...jon was so clever lor..he come late to fetch us...clever him...he expect us to be late...lolx...then we went to sun plaza food court to sit down and wait for others...then weijun came after the dessert that others have...we went to meet up with wei chang and terrence...then we took the shuffle bus...went to sembawang shopping centre...there we meet up rose and yuan qing...after that walk a distance to jon's house..then i help to setup fire..after that is food time...lolx...
onli belle wang come sia...the onli fac who comes...OMG...so saded...hahaha...but nvm lah..this means we can have more food..lolx...suppose to go off at 10.30 but hor...we took a long time to take group pictures lor...and the most ignoring thing is out "mini edmund" lor...lolx..the class ppl shld noe who rite...lolx...he keep jumping into picture when the guys have funni funni pose...lolx...pls lor...so thick skin...no one wan u in the pic...then waste almost 1hr plus then finish taking and then went home with nura, arif and azad...we took a cab and reach home ard 12 plus sia...lucky my mum nv scold me sia...so lucky...
* I will upload the BBQ pic soon when i get it...lolx...
*~...I going to miss TA 0404...~*

Last day in Tanglin...

2006-03-04T05:44:00.000+08:00

oh yeah...last day of sch liao...tomlo holiday liao...YEAH...but sian lor..must hand in PP by next mth...die liao...must chio liao...must work on my PP liao...haiz...last day in Tanglin liao...farewell...can't wait to see woodland campus...but sian lor...woodland too far frm my house sia...haiz...last day of sch liao...the networking fac still so naggy sia...haiz...can't he just give us a break...
but i get into wireless i still can't believe it sia...haiz...i wan to be in multimedia...sad lor...haiz...but i think have to accept it liao..then my part-time job like getting lesser and lesser...haiz...like that i think i going broke liao...haiz...must go pray hard that i can get through my PP, the specialization i don't like and earn more money...
in the holiday i getting myself change...e.g. get my hair rebond and dye, make a new spec and get more job...

*~...hope a change myself and stay away from the life I living now...~*

Headaches...hate when i have headaches...

2006-02-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

so sian...forget to do my RJ yesterday sia...after sch come back home straight away got headache liao...and i hate when got headache..cause it will make me so sleepy and energy level getting lower and lower when headache comes...haiz...nothing much in sch...but realli happening is in NYP sia...getting popular sia..not because of studies results...is because of some stupid girl flimming stupid videos into the hp...and kana spread to the whole of S'pore...haiz...choose ur friends wisely sia..she got into this trouble because of one friend stole her hp and spread to others the video...sad rite...then nvm...ytd in sch...go to every class and every class is talking abt it sia...so popular topic in sch nowadays...dotz lor...lolz...
have to end here liao..going to dental later...got to go...lolz...

time to update...lolz..

2006-02-17T07:49:00.000+08:00

it time to update liao... if not someone sure complain one..lolz...nothing big happen in sch this few days...so sian...2 more weeks to holiday liao...yeah...can't wait for it sia...but i think i going to pon sch for a few module...lolz...realli tired liao...need some rest...
went out on valentine day...don't be mistaken...he is just a good friend of mine...felt so funni...so many couples on the street and so crowded...cannot get in a lift to go up to Kbox in cathay sia...so many ppl...then we have to wait so long for just one lift...sian lor...then we damn bo lao...we went to eat at the ramen there...then don't wan to do what...cause i cannot reach home too late so we decided to play pool...but there also a lot of ppl sia..so at last we went to sing in Kbox...so stupid rite...sing for not more than 3 hrs...then we just go off liao...then after that went home liao...lolz...so bo lao...

moody...this is not fair man...

2006-02-08T06:44:00.000+08:00

haiz...realli not mood to do things liao...sometime the world realli not fair sia...pay so much money to study and u cannot get the course u wan...there is some specialization going on in the sch...and I choose multimedia....cause that is the onli spec that is interest me...and then we have to wait for the result whether we can get in anot...this spec is very popular and they not going to have many class for this spec...so cross my finger...but on friday they send me a email say that i cannot get in...and the email is before CNY lor...make my whole new year no mood sia...send email to complain abt it...all the course manager can say is ask me to wait...wait for ppl to change to other spec and others...all he can say is WAIT....sian lor...then yesterday the module selection come out...and we need to select our module for yr 3...and they show there that i kana multimedia...ok...i thought they change le...i was quite happy but worry that they will change...and my worry came true...they change today...realli angry lor...it's like pull u to the heaven then push u down to hell...sian lor...i don't understand other ppl GPA lesser than mine then can get in...but why i can't...W...H...Y....not fair...this world everythings seen like not fair...i still wan multimedia...AHHHHH....

wah...so funny sia...

2006-01-25T15:18:00.000+08:00

the joke of the the week sia...a new fac for data communiction again...a fac can sit on a chair until fall down one lor...damn funny lor...but at that time i don't dare to laugh sia...that will sure make him very embarrass one lor...stupid sia...the chair in sch all not good one lor...quite alot of them spoil one then he still go shake shake...i didn't see how the fall is like but when i turn around after i hear the loud noise...kana shock sia...i though he just knock the table onli....but wat i saw is that he fall off sia...OMG...i don't dare to laugh sia...but after lesson some of us talk talk and laugh loudly sia...hahahaha...hope next lesson he teach us he will not be nervous sia...4 more days to new year....

Finally...

2006-01-23T15:48:00.000+08:00

Finally my harddisk is working sia...haiz...but i still scare it will stop working sometime again...sian lor...went to the address that the guarantee card show...but when i went there...all i saw was just boxes...and there is not service counter...sian lor...like kana bluff like that...went a long way there but not one is there...so angry...then after that see still got time...i went to shop that i bought this HDD...at sim lim there...told what i saw just now...this guy is better then the one i ask last time...he help me check then he told me that one of the pin got a bit bend like that...then he ask me got drop before anot...but i don't think i drop it before...haiz...then he told me to go back home and try to bend it back abit...and now the HDD seen like working again...pray that it will not be spoil again..cross finger...Chinese new year is getting nearer and nearer...so that all liao...update more next time....

Update...

2006-01-20T15:08:00.000+08:00

I know...long time nv update liao...people all asking for it liao...lolx...time fly so fast...went to pray my father on mon...one yr le...haiz...getting more tired and stress out...haiz...don't wan to talk abt it too much...after praying my father in the morning...went out with Sharmaine in the afternoon...went to hunt for some new year clothes...I bought a 3/4 jacket...and did madicure too...but i think it will wear off very fast...as still got some spring cleaning to do...lolx...thought of going to sch open house...but in the end no time to go sia...haiz...busy busy week...I think that's all I can update...I will try to update more...hope so...lolx...looking forward to chinese new year...

HaPPy nEw YeAr...

2006-01-03T03:49:00.000+08:00

A new year again...new beginning of everything...have been busy this few day...went to huiping's birthday celebration on 30th Dec...happi birthday ping...reach home ard 1 plus close to 2am...went to Kbox that day and we change the room 4 times sia...and they 'chase' us out at 11.30pm...and give us the reason is that today is fri so cannot sign till they close...sian lor...ask us to 're-check in' again...he must be mad sia...'re-check in' means we have to pay another 20 plus...siao lor...in the end we went to eat supper at changi...and ping drive me home...thankz ping...then 31 Dec have countdown at my neighbourhood here...so boring sia...then in lucky draw we won a "hip-pop santa"...haha...hop hop...so lucky wor...then yesterday went to my sec sch's friend birthday party....reach home ard 12 pus...hahaha...
new year....wah...a year can fly so fast...looking back in 2005...i think this year realli have break me down into a lot of pieces...nv thought my dad will left me so quickly...realli miss him...close to one of this death...i still drop tear when i look at the things he left for us...making myself strong...but sometimes it is realli stressful...haiz...so looking back is realli so painful for me...so i decide to look in the future...a future that i will work hard for it...

~I'm broken in pieces, hiding myself and try to act strong~

MerRy cHriStmaS

2005-12-26T07:28:00.000+08:00

hohoho...it's christmas again...i season to celebrate with friends and family...and i celebrated with my mum...haiz...it seen like all my friend is busy celebrating too...lolx...thought of having a secondary gathering on fri...but in the end have to call off it...cause too little ppl coming might as well call it off...listening to the radio one of the day in this week...hear that the DJ say when do we start to realize that santa is just a tale...and i realli thought of that in that time that the DJ asking abt it...i also have forget when do i realize that santa is just a tale...i think i start realize it when i have memories...maybe is because i don't celebrate christmas in my family...but anyway...MERRY CHRISTMAS to ALL my FRIENDS....hope all ur wish come true....

post..post...

2005-12-18T14:37:00.000+08:00

oh yeah...finally bought my new handphone le...ya...so happy...i bought a sony ericsson z520i...so happy can take photo and upload it to my computer liao...oh yeah...so next time maybe u all will see more photo in my blog instead of just entries...lolx...can't wait to take nice nice photo using this new phone...so next i will try to post more...holiday so boring...but having sec gathering...can't wait to meet them out sia...haiz...christmas coming and no place to go...sian neh...arhhhh....lolx...

busy do "spring cleaning"..and BORED man...

2005-12-16T06:11:00.000+08:00

holiday liao...sian lor...holiday have start last week onli and i am already getting bored...sian...being busy doing some "spring cleaning" hahaha...early hor...but not choice neh...have to clean before it realli getting messer and messer...hahaha...throw away quite a lot of things this time...like magazine...don't realli wan to keep them anymore...too over that time liao...i onli kept those with 5566 on cover page one...lolx...ok i noe i am a like some of the crazy fans...but at least i not that crazy ok...lolx...haiz...so sian...haven't start my PP...die liao lah..sure going to do it in year 3 liao...sian...how...how to start...someone help me...AHHHH...so my things haven't do yet....pray that i can buy a new hp for xmas present...crossing my finger now...

ARGH...sian neh...why i get nervous so easily...

2005-11-30T07:23:00.000+08:00

sian lor... manage to call into UFM 1003...OMG...can win ticket for 5566 concert...but i nv prepare to sing song one...i thought of try to call for fun one...then kanna ans by the DJ...OMG...i was so nervous...and i sing like shit lor...sad neh...hit myself and bang the wall sia...if i not so nervous and i remember the sms number of UFM and also get enough ppl to vote for me...i sure get the ticket le...sad neh...feel like shouting out loud and jumping up and down...so ke xi...wah liao...free one neh...nvm...i try my luck tomlo again...if cannot then i realli have to bang wall liao...lolz...cross my finger that i can call in tomlo...*pray hard*

Realli very angry...

2005-11-27T07:25:00.000+08:00

Realli felt very angry...arhgs...feel like shouting out sia...AHHHHHH....so suay one...don't noe what happen to my external HDD sia...spend so much money on it and it is not working well...feel like throw it down from high floor...try to call the number that is given in the warranty card but everytime i call it will say "sori the voicemail is full"...wat the f***k is that man...wat kind of service is tat...realli feel like going to the address given in the card and kick them them from the back....sad neh...pay for so much and got this type of services...ARGHS....realli very ANGRY...I going to find the vendor who sell me the HDD...and ask them what to do next...pray and cross my finger that they can help me to solve the problem...otherwise i would be realli on fire....

TIRED...

2005-11-22T01:56:00.000+08:00

don't noe why..getting tired more and more easier...don't understand why...maybe is that I am slowing down my tones of life so that's why I getting tired so easily....UT is getting in more closer dates now...haiz...no choice...cause the sch maybe moving to woodland by next yr...better move quickly and bulid a bigger canteen with more stalls...if not i going to bring my own food to sch...lolx...going to have holiday again liao...yeah...can't wait for the holiday sia...i think i getting sick of RJ and all the PBL thing...I need a break....but holiday can do what neh...another problem again...sian...find another job to work in the holiday...not a bad idea...in this way i can save more money to buy a new handphone...but now i very headache sia...don't noe which brand of hp is better...sonyericssion, panasonic or motorola...haiz....sian ar...

blog time...

2005-11-03T19:49:00.000+08:00

just change my blogskin...took quite a long time to find a good one...this one is realli a simple and easy to mange one...lolx....let talk about sch...sch reopened for 5 week le ba...change to a new class and new environment..haiz...miss the old class sia...everyday have fun there sia...new class means have to tag with new ppl again...at first realli stress sia...but now getting better le...can talk and fool around with the class le...haiz...i think nothing much to update le ba...hope everyone like the new blogskin i have change...lolx...

Class Chalet Photos...

2005-09-12T04:30:00.000+08:00

This is some of the chalet photos...realli have fun...going to miss u all....sobz sobz....

me, huan, Da wei and Kristen....playing pool
our family photo...hahaha....WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY
don't noe who took this...playing "Zhong Ji Mi Ma" at the beach...
the sweeties...my four best sisters..(Ai Huan, Huiping, Sharmine and Sheena)

Memories...

2005-09-12T04:00:00.000+08:00

Just finish my class chalet...realli have a nice time being with them...just don't wan to change class again...this class girls realli rocks man...they are realli the on on type one...hahaha...the guys ok onli lah...hahaha...realli can feel the GIRLS POWER in this class...hahaha...the first night we have our BBQ...Ai Huan and me help our POWER girl...Sharmine to prepare the food...she realli power sia...she is realli good in marinating the food man...we went to Da wei's house to do that...he is wat time think our most on on type of guy in the class...he realli help a lot in the chalet not like other guys...just come in the night to eat onli...nv stay overnight on that night cause have to work in the next day so have to go home early...after that went back to the chalet in the next night then we (Ai Huan, Sheena, Sharmine, Da Wei, Shuan, Yonghan, Cailong, Kristen and me) went to the Pasir Ris beach...play game..."Zhong Ji Mi Ma"...then have some beer and we went to explore around the beach...lame rite...but nothing to do that y...hahaha...after that went back to the chalet at 4 plus..then slept for awhile and kana disture by the next door people...wake up at 8 plus then fall back to slp and wake up at 9 plus like that...check out ard 10 plus...

Nothing much to post le...so I post some pic ba

2005-08-26T05:48:00.000+08:00

Pong sch on mon and then went Kbox with some of my classmate...realli fun man after singing we went to bukit timah to play pool...seeing the below photo u know how much fun we have...haha...

taken at Kbox( look so blur...)Say cheese...went to bukit timah to play pool after singing at Kbox look super sleeply...
Another act cute pic taken in Kbox

blog blog...

2005-08-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

haha..time to update liao...got a lot of ppl complaining liao...hahaha...went to have dinner in Netwon at night...it because it is my classmate's (Yonghan) birthday so we went there to celebrate then after eating we went to Geraldine's father pub...sit down for a while then I went home with Aihuan and Peishan...reach home around 11 plus then sit down to watch some news and then wash up...then sleeping time...didn't went for any celebration for National Day...I think is because I still miss my dad...remember everytime on the National Day...three of us used to sit down infront the TV to watch the parade together....miss everything...miss the life before u left us...

*~...Miss you...~*

PAIN...

2005-07-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

It hurts man....don't like going to dentist...everytime go there not good thing will happen one...they pull out two my tooth...n it is realli beri the pain lor...my mum even ask the doc whether it will hurts anot...then the doc say no...it will not hurts so badly de...of course lah...not ur tooth of course not pain lah...wat de f**k....now alone in class....haiz...teaching tution later so lazy to go home...i think i pushing myself to my health limit...having fever the whole yesterday night...actually I could have just go home after UT but I just don't feel like going home...don't noe why...haiz...I just can't act normal after my dad have left me...or just maybe I have promise my dad that I not going to give up my studies and take good care of my mum...so that's y I'm pushing myself so hard...

*~...I think I need to relax myself...~*

update...

2005-07-19T05:26:00.000+08:00

just come across my blog and see the date...wah..so long nv blog liao...been busy almost every week...teaching tution almost everyday...haiz..nv thought that teaching K1 and K2 kid can be so tiring...haiz...now then I understand how parents feel...so tired and come home late everyday...ya...been busy shooting video this three weeks also...although it is fun but it also very tiring...but anyway it fun...see the video we shoot...later found out that we just miss out the face expression in our video otherwise it will be perfect...hahaha...and just wan to say one thing is that so happy for wei lian(kelvin) from Jue Dui (project) superstar...he got into the semi-final...OMG he sing damn will sia...if i would vote for him it is because of his singing talent and not out of pity him or wat...see him sing live before in chinatown...me n my mum was so touch...he is just good..that's wat I can say...and his courage is wat admire...

*~...trying very hard to live normal, but sometimes fate is just different from what u plan for...~*

yeah...recovering soon le...

2005-06-20T04:49:00.000+08:00

haha...finally recovering frm chickenpoxs le...can't wait to go out...change my blog song again...realli love this song...so meaningful...and I also like this band man...their music is so power...hope that I realli can sing like her one day...F.I.R rocks...
haiz...feel so meaningless and lonely suddenly...tomlo is father's day...but...haiz...this is the first father's day without my dad...suddenly feel so meaningless in this festival...still remember how I use to send card or buy present for him...still remember my last present for him is a belt...I go to buy it alone...and he nv show me whether he like it anot...he just ask me to put it aside...althought he nv show his feeling but I realli hope that he like it...because it have accompany him to the last journey...feel so sad that I can't go to pray tomlo...because I just recover frm chickenpoxs...hope he forgive...

*~...realli miss u dad...~*
*~...把爱放开把心打开这次我决定走出所有回忆重来就让我彻底地伤再彻底地醒过来...~*
(Hope I realli can do what the lyrics say one day)

WHY things always happen in the wrong time....

2005-06-15T05:30:00.000+08:00

Haiz...why now...why now...I hate this chickenpox virus....why now then I kanna...just when I'm planning the fun of camping in sch and learn more on photoshop...and now just a few days before the camp and I kanna chickenpoxs...sobz sobz...wrong time...and it so ITCHY...and I cannot scratch it...otherwise will got mark all around...haiz....then bone ache all ard...feel like my body not mine anymore...sian...wat I can say now is.....I REALLY HATE CHICKENPOXS.....hope to recover without any marks on my face...pray...

updates...

2005-05-24T21:13:00.000+08:00

so paiseh...on friday...have a vocal audition...cause I joining the sch's jammera IG...in the vocal section...so paiseh that day sia...we have to sing infront the instructor...and they nv tell us to prepare songs so not choice have to think on the spot...at that time all I can remember is F.I.R's songs...then he just nod nod his head and test how I react the tones he play on the piano...he did the same thing again..just nod nod his head and smile...haiz...the most paiseh thing is that wat I say outside of the room...he can hear wat I say...so paiseh...cause all I think out the room is that I sure cannot make it one...and they even ask us to pay money for every session cause last yr a lot of ppl nv come and the instructor come for nothing so must pay money to make sure we come...sobz sobz...I think I'm not joining cause I can't afford to have CCA that needs to pay money...haiz..I think I better join other IG ba...
then yesterday Karene and I went to Weiping's birthday chalet...so many ppl sia...at first we went there we feel so left out...then not choice we went to BBQ pit there to help out and talk around there...so that all man...anyway hope Weiping like the present...
So sian UT straight down the week...hope tomlo UT not like the UT on web-multimedia...otherwise trouble comes again...",)

*~...Miss you bit by bit, how I hope I can listen to ur voice again..~*

Busy but happi...(Am I alright???)

2005-05-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

quite busy this few weeks...give tuition alomost everyday...because all pri sch is having exams now...haiz...but keeping myself busy is the only and the best way for me...so that I wouldn't feel so lonely....sometime I still feel like breaking down and cry just for nothing...still feeling lost...lost in my emotions...don't understand what am I feeling now...all I hope is to find someone to cry on...don't dare to cry in-front of my mum anymore...don't wan her to worri about me...just wan to be strong in-front of her...but how long can I last...how long I can wear this mask of happy..I realli don't noe the ans...haiz...
oh ya...went to my ITE class gathering chalet...it was very fun and so happi to see all of them again...not much change in them...",) miss those old days...those carefree days...miss the old me...the cheerful one...

*~...Sometime happiness can be a mask, but when the real happiness is infront of u, u will not even notice abt it...~*

A brand new start...

2005-04-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

School start le...have to wake up early for sch...so tired...can't believe that so many ppl join RP this year...how can I say that...when we walk to sch on the morning...damn slow sia...even the bus-stop is pack and full with a lot of ppl...then during the lunch time...we don't even have space for us to sit and the queue for food is really long sia...haiz...changed to new class and all new classmate...but lucky me...one of my ex-classmate is in this class and one of my ITE friend is also in this class...so I still got ppl to talk to...learning brand new things....but I'm very happy that sch start le...that's means that I don't have to slack at home and that is so boring...so now keeping myself busy is the best way for me to slowly forget everything...

*~...Maybe fate drift me away from you...~*

life sometime can be veri confusing....

2005-04-01T07:30:00.000+08:00

class chalet just over....don't realli sleep well yesterday night...and now I'm having block nose...sian...life is confusing sometimes...this is wat I feel after the class chalet....maybe life is like the more confusing it is the more we wan to noe more about it...haiz...walk pass the wild wild wet bring back a lot of memory....just the few month before my dad pass away...we went to wild wild wet together...and also we went my cousin's engagement at the chalet too...and now...haiz...how I hope time can stop at that moment so I can tell him how much I love him...but reality sometime can be very painful...I told myself not to cry anymore...but I just can't stop myself frm doing that...

*~...Life can be very confusing, but who noe tha it might be the beauty of life ba...~*

Back in blogging...

2005-03-22T14:05:00.000+08:00

haiz....suddenly feel so stress....so many things to settle...like how to claims the money, payment of bills, etc...how I hope I have a elder brother or sister...someone who can help me to do all the things or share the burden with me....I think no one can understand how I feel now....everyone think that being the only child is so great...don't need to share thing with ur slibing...but how I hope I can share my feeling with someone...haiz...although sometimes I do get help from my cousins....but they have their things to do too....it bad to trouble ppl too...sometime feel so tired...not physically...can't let my mind to rest or slow down a bit...cause now I'm the only one that can settle all the things....not a very peaceful holiday...

*~...Cherish the time with ur love one, cause no one will noe wat will happen tomlo...~*
*~...Holding back my tears is the only way I can repay all the care and concern I receive...~*

blog time...still trying to hold back my tears...

2005-02-27T01:28:00.000+08:00

Decided to blog...after so long nv blog liao...so fast Chinese new year is over le and everything seen to be back in normal now...but still trying to get use to the new life....I still miss my dad a lot sometimes...haiz...so fast going to one month le...still trying to hold back my tears infront of my mum whenever we talk about my dad and whenever we go pray to my dad at bright hill for 49 days....nv wan to feel alone nowadays...cause I will start thinking about him and the days we will together....try to cheer up my mum and act that I'm strong but I'm not...I still break down sometime...but not infront my mum...worry for so many thing...studies esp...haiz...cause I have promise my dad to do well in my studies and I don't wan to let him down....

*~...I wan to be strong but being strong is so hard, still miss u badly...~*

I lost my world because I lost u 4ever...I realli miss DAD..

2005-02-08T01:52:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I last blog...rem last time I blog...it was before my Dad left us...suddenly my world broke down into pieces...I still rem how he carry me when I was young...how he protect me frm everything....how the whole family celebrate new year...I realli miss u...Pa...feel so lonely for this coming Chinese New Year...how can u just left us without any words...see you lying there with no breathing I was scare and I shed no tears...I also don't noe why...my world spin and I don't noe wat to do...in that moment I just need a shoulder to cry on...but now onli keeping myself busy make me stop crying...

*...have to say thank u to all my friends...thankz for the care that u all have given me...it's realli means a lot to me...*

*~...Pa, I will keep the promise I promise u...but I will miss u always...~*

Soulless...

2005-01-27T03:23:00.000+08:00

Decided to bolg now...I realli have no idea of the science lesson today...haiz...feel so soulless...don't noe wat I'm been doing this few days...don't have much chances to go home early...reach home around 11.30pm yesterday...because of the stupid bowling league...haiz..but actually I learn quite a lot of new skills lah...hahaha....but I don't think I will be playin for the sch in IVP...haiz...-_-I just need more practices...somemore now bowling training don't need money le...hahaha...wah...didn't realize that RP have so many couples sia...come to sch this morning walk pass so many couples sia...not one, not two...it is countless pair of couples...lolx...

busy with a lot of thing...

2005-01-25T20:38:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog le...been busy with a lot of thing...things in sch and working at night...haiz...so sian so many UT (understanding test) coming up...so stress sia...working until don't have time to study for test...I think I going to do quite bad in those test...so decided to take a week off otherwise I going to fail all my UT le...take off also no use...this week also full with things to do...bowling trainings, dance training n UT etc...so sian...but I still can't wait for chinese's new year...haha...can't wait to take hongbao...oh yea...got money le...then I can buy a lot of thing le...like Mp3 player etc...dream of one so long le...haha...nothing to write le...so stop here ba...

Sch reopen le...feel so good to see u again...

2005-01-08T06:57:00.000+08:00

Sch reopen a week le...haha...but this means I feel more tired...haiz..have to cope with my work and studies at the same time...don't noe I can cope anot...then somemore have to cope my CCA at the same time...but nvm...I just wan to prove my mum is wrong...she always say that I surely can't cope my studies while work de...so I wan to prove to her I can...haha...but I will still quit my job if I really too tired...wahahaha...

New Year...

2005-01-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Wah...time fly so fast...it's another NEW YEAR le...lookin back I found a lot of happy memory...remember that in 2003 I got my ITE result before Christmas...and I scored quite badly for it...but I got a lot of support frm a lot of friends...later then comin to Jan 2004 busy with the secondary class chalet...nv knew that we can be really gd friend after all...lolz...remember last time in sec. sch the girls and the boys r always quarrelling over small matter...haha..but now we all r veri gd friends...then got a job in ITE..didn't really like that job...after that apply for all the poly in S'pore..luckily got in to RP...otherwise I will bored to the extremely in this job...then didn't go sch for the first wk..because of some stupid error in my date of resignation...then first day of sch...I feel so lost and didn't noe anyone there...after weeks of being together..I really like this class man...I realli felt that we r like a family then a class...lolx...after that we have our class chalet...did expect that they will celebrate my birthday for me...felt so HAPPY...after holiday..our class started to slack more then first sem...haiz...then slack through the whole term one of sem 2 then come Dec holiday again...thought that everything will end peaceful but there comes the tsunami...haiz...see so many ppl have die because of this...I suddenly felt that life is so fragile...why must 2004 end with such incident...haiz..but anyway...hope that 2005 is a more better year...

*~...cherish wat u have now, before u really lost it forever...~*

Suddenly feel so tired n lonely...

2004-12-24T06:17:00.000+08:00

I don't like wat I'm feeling now...feeling so tired, feeling something is missing and change...I also don't noe why I feeling like too...is it I don't have enough rest or wat....AH...I hate this feeling now...feeling so down...I just wan to be the cheerful girl that I usual to be....just why I can't get back to that feeling anymore...haiz...maybe time will have the rite answer for me ba...Or I just need a break...I break so I could stay away from here...stay away from all the feeling I have now...CAN I???

*~...miss the cheerful ME...~*

Updates of things happening this week...lolx...

2004-12-13T07:16:00.000+08:00

Wah...this month a lot of ppl birthday sia...lolx...didn't noe that there is so many Dec baby...haha...this week also went to sing K so many time sia...firstly went on Mon...with my bowling friends (Ping, Ray, Marco, JunLin, Angel, Yu Wei and Wen Wei)...haha...then on Wed went with my classmate (Gena, YingYing, Remus, Mark, YanLin and her bf) to celebrate Clement's birthday...then today went to have early birthday celebration for Jasmond's birthday...lolx...I think I'm sick of singing KTV le...so call me out for shopping or have lunch can...but don't call me to go singing again...I sian liao...but if u really wan me to go...u have to treat then I will go...haha...and also don't noe why feeling so tired nowadays...don't ask me y...I also don't noe y...feel that I need a break...I need some holiday...haiz...too much of working liao...this shld be the reason ba...(",

*~...feel so lost now...~*

wah wat a trip...

2004-12-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

It's holiday time....yeah...don't need to sch then go work...so I wouldn't be so tired...lolx..yesterday went china black straight after work with eugene, alvin and karene...wah...wat a experiences...who say Singaporean don't have night life...so many ppl there yesterday sia...didn't really get to dance in the dance pool haiz...so sian...have to leave early because my mum scold liao...haiz...so sad...nvm...next time I will go there early...so I can enjoy more...

*~...feeling something is missing in my life...~*

shld I hate holiday or love it....??

2004-12-02T06:20:00.000+08:00

Just remember that I long time nv blog liao...lolx...holiday coming soon liao....so fast....but still have to work during the holidays....haiz...btw...if anyone call me and I nv pick up that mean I'm working at that moment...just give me a miss call I will call u back....and now I just wan to say that....wat a big change that my sci fac has make....after the incident happen that day...we manage to talk to her and she realli make the changes...she much better now...now we enjoy more on science lesson liao...lolx...and then is my bowling training...haiz...it's getting tougher liao...so many phyiscal training sia...after the training ache here ache there...lolx...that all I can say....tomlo start workin le...have slp early...

*~...sometime changes is make so that things will get better off...~*

I Love Wild Wild Wet...

2004-11-23T07:05:00.000+08:00

Went to Wild Wild Wet today....it was so nice...so fun...went with my parents, Bijun and Bijun's cousin....my favourite is the Ular Ular and the Slide Up...Oh...the Slide Up is nice lo...first it feel like u are jump off from a high building then after when it reach another end it feel like u flying off le...so fun...feel so tired after all the fun....hmmm...I just wan to say...I wan to go there again if I have time next time...anyone wan to join me...lolz....I think I have to end here...too tired le...going to slp soon le...lolz....
*~...Fun Day...~*

Wat A Fac...

2004-11-18T07:22:00.000+08:00

Wat a day today...just come back from a long holiday then today our sci fac damn her...she think she is so great lah...say wat "this poly is so gd that they give u a second chance, better grab it...." Wat the hell she think she is...wat the poly give us 2nd chance...pls lor...if not for the money sake or i can't take the pressure part-time study and workin...i rather go study private sch then seeing this kind of attitude fac...haiz...then after on the 3rd meetin she show her bad attitude la..she say "I'm losing my patient already...or u all wan me to come back at 3pm or u all don't wan me to come back..."wat the hell...pls lor...u think u who sia...then our class "hero" Ray...argue wif her then she say "if u all wan to leave just leave...i just give u a absent or F grade..." her words really make us angry...sian...she the one who ask us to leave one wat...so some of us left before presenting...do u think i still care abt the grade after hearing u how us ur attitude...haiz...I WAN A CHANGE OF SCI FAC...FAST...

The route of Life...

2004-11-14T03:07:00.000+08:00

Suddenly have a lot of thought in my mind..have the sudden feeling that wat is life all abt...every morning wake up asking ourselves question like wat shld I do today...where am I going today...standing in the streets looking at ppl thinking wat are they think abt...or are they feeling sad...maybe I just being to sensitive or KPO...but observing ppl make me understand how a person feel or how I feel when I have that feeling too...
*。。。看过分分离离的人才得到真正的辛福。。。*

Sometime life are so confusing...

2004-11-12T14:32:00.000+08:00

So many thing have happen around me this few weeks....haiz...have the sudden feeling that life is so confusing...those who noe me thinks that I'm a very cheerful and can be happy everyday one person...sometime I might look happy but I might very sad that day...I just don't wan u all to worry...sometime I felt I have not freedom...felt that all the emotion, stress and pressure is make me breathless...just wan to jump out of everything...I want to break free!!!

*Mum, just wan to tell u...I'm a big girl le...I noe wat I'm doing...so pls give me some freedom n I need ur support also..*
*God...pls bless all my friend well...*

Love is just like flying a kite...

2004-10-30T05:16:00.000+08:00

Love is just like flying a kite....
When make a kite we have to have patient this is just like must have patient in love....
When we tie the string to the kite we have to be veri careful not to tied it too loose otherwise the kite will fly away...this is just like when we have loosen up on love, love will just fly away...
When we are flying the kite we have to pull the string so that the kite can fly higher but we pull it too tight the string will break off...just like love...when we push it too much pressure will let the love fly off...
Or when u did not pull it tight enough the kite will also fly off...
Being love is better then loving someone...

i hate myself...

2004-10-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

I'm so screw up...didn't get to slp well yesterday...so moody...haiz...my living-room TV spoil then no choice have to go to my parent's room to watch TV programmes....then my dad cannot watch his fav programme...so poor thing...haiz...don't noe why feel so moody now...so tired...not sure whether I'm physical wear out or mentally wear out...haiz...nvm...don't worry I'm will be alright soon...I hope so...

So Happy....

2004-10-17T17:41:00.000+08:00

Weekend there I come....finally it is Sat le...finally can slp until late late le...so happy...today wake up around 9 plus...hehe...didn't go bowling yesterday...cause too sick n tired of this game liao..keep wasting money and didn't get to play veri well...haiz...so get to meet Jasmond to watch movie lor...but he can onli meet me ard 6 plus...so I stay at sch wif Bijun...b4 that Karene ask me to go take photo wif her...cause It's Her Birthday yesterday...haha...then she kana sabo by her classmate..they pour water at her sia...so poor thing...then take a few photo wif her and Jing Yin..after went up to Bijun's class and stay until 6 pm then walk out of sch wif Dee, Liwei and her...on the way I and Dee joke and play abt Bijun...haha...sori...Bijun didn't mean to bully u...just joking onli....=P then meet Jasmond at Raffles City cause Bijun wan to make her watch and then went to Bossni to look out for the glow in dark tee...so nice...then I and Jasmond send Bijun to City Hall MRT and she went home...after that we walk to Suntec and decided not to watch movie cause all the movie start very late..then we went to Mac to have our dinner...then we went online using my laptop...hehehe...then after that we went home together...reach home ard 10 plus...then I get wash up and watch a bit of TV...next is back to my dreamland(Sleep)...haha...-_-

wat a tired day...

2004-10-15T05:30:00.000+08:00

So re-open liao...back to my most enjoyable class....TN0206...my second best class ever...(my first best class is my secondary class....hehe) but I realli must complain sia...the mon is really BORING sia....the teacher so young yet so nagging one...haiz...act like she is a prof sia...ask her one thing...she can beat around the bush until don't noe where then tell us wat to do....make us more confuse....
Feel so tired today sia...yesterday reach home at 12...because of the bowling league lah...so late then end...haiz...come home kana nag by my mum....this is expected one...hehehe...

*~...I'm a person who can't live on without friends...~*

oh yeah....we r in the same class again...

2004-10-08T04:56:00.000+08:00

Yeah....we r in the same class again....TN0206 rocks man...can't believe that we r in the same class again....haha...thought that we will change class when tis sem is over....so worry that I can't adapt to the new class....haha now don't need to worry le....yeah....

*~...Friends Forever...~*

*~...Being able to fall in love is a happy thing so do not regret about it...~*

Holiday over soon...

2004-10-06T17:35:00.000+08:00

haiz....holiday over soon....so fast but this holiday also so boring....so sian....but this first few weeks of the holiday I was so busy becuase of chalets....after the chalet I was broke and now finding job....so anyone got any part-time job pls tell me....but i can onli work on sat, sun and also public holiday....sian....
It's so easy to fall in love but it's so hard to manage it....and also admiring someone and that person doesn't noe that is also the most painful feeling too.....

time to update my blog liao...

2004-10-02T05:26:00.000+08:00

It's time to update liao....otherwise a lot of ppl will be complaining to me le....haha.....staying at home doing nothing after my class and bowling chalet....so sian...haiz....I'm totally broke from paying all the chalet....haiz....must tighten up my spending liao....anyway just got to noe my result for the 1st sem....can't believe I pass my science module....but my GPA is so low......so sad....but the most sadest thing is to change class....haiz....I'm really going to miss my class....my friend and those joker....haha...but anyway wish U all the best in anything.....

*~...Maybe we will be seeing each other as much as last time but I really hope that I'm a part of ur happy memories...~*

Class Chalet

2004-09-19T04:55:00.000+08:00

Firstly.....I have to thankz for the birthday present you all have given me....
So tired just come back from class chalet and don't really sleep well during the chalet.....haha...
1st Day (15 Sep)
Meet Gena, Ying Ying, Yanlin, Sheh Fang, Cythina and ZP @ Pasir Ris MRT station....then we went to Cythina home to take the BBQ food....after that we took cab down to the chalet....after putting down the food the guys went to swimming and left we girls in the chalet doing nothing...haiz....so boring...then around 5 plus we start the fire and start to BBQ....
Around 6 plus our three fac (Jason, Karen and Mr Lee) came....then we started eating.....after that I was so surprise by my classmate and fac....they bought a cake for me and celebrate my birthday early for me.....I was so touched and surprise by my class....at that time I just have one word in my heart....TN 0206 rock my world!!!....I cut the cake and then Nora just took a bit of the cake and put on my face....but it's ok lah....I was prepare to be sabo liao....lolx...but the most worst one is at the behind....then around 8 plus the fac went off and 9 plus Yanlin, Sheh Fang and ZP went home liao....then some of us too tired liao....and then I kana sabo again by Clement haiz....after that...most of them was doing their own things so of them cannot tahan liao....went to bed and slp liao....but I usually cannot slp at the first night in chalet one....so I just stay awake....Gena, Ying, Clement and Ken went to the playground and chat chat there...then later I cannot slp and went over there to join them....and later Ray also come over to chat chat too....after that Clement make Ken fall down when they went back to the chalet to take things....the fall was so funni...hahaha....then later at nite Gena, Ying, Clement, Ray and I went to the beach and sit there chat chat and sing some song also.....so boring I think so...haiz...
then we went back chalet and a bath and Gena, Ying and I cannot tahan liao...we want to slp but the all the bed was taken and no more space for us liao....haiz....no choice we have to take turn to slp on one side of the bed lor...haiz....
2nd Day (16 Sep)
Nv get much slp at nite so still veri tired.....then some of them slp for so long liao still don't wan to wake up one....haiz....but if I get to slp I also cannot slp one lah....because that Remus snore until so loud.....sounds like "motor boat" sia....haha....then when all of them wake up liao...we have BBQ food again for breakfast...then the guys say they wan to go swimming so Nora, Jamie and I went along too....but when we go up to the swimming pool....the sky turn so dark and the guy swim for awhile it started to rain liao.....haiz....then we went back to the chalet and the guys say they wan to go play pool...no choice stay at the chalet also sian so we go along with them lor....we play for awhile then the rain stop liao...and the guys went to Wild Wild Wet and play....then Nora and I went swimming and Jamie, Marcus and Mark just sit around the swimming pool side....we can also see the guys at the WWW at the pool side.....after that we went back and took a bath....finally I feel sleepy liao and went to slp for awhile....at nite we BBQ food again....sian....then later at nite we play "zhong ji mi mah" and the punishment is to drink the whole cup of beer.....some of kana many time so very drunk liao....around midnight Gena pass me a present given by Ying, Ser Siew, Yanlin and her.....I open it is a bracelet....then I vomit out all the things I eat and slp....haiz....feel so dirty....then slp through the nite lor.....
Last Day (17 Sep) My Birthday.....
Check out day.....the guys just go without helping us to pack anythings....sian....GUYS.....then around 10.30am we check out....then I go home straight away went to my bed and slp....haha....